sweetmemories

2009-04-29T22:28:00.010+08:00

well well. CT is BACK and shall update for more information for u all. xD oOps sounds BHB man. woohooo!

eh on last sunday , we went to view their Cherry Blossom, which blooms once every year and it only bloom for 7-8days. hohoho. are we lucky? envy? nono! actually watching cherry blossom can be a very boring thing. ha. cox we spend more than 3hours there to view the cherry blossom only. =( we had saw quite a number of their local food and stuffs. Photos shall do the talking man! Let's go!

On monday, we went to eat at Wal-mart together w Celia's buddy, MING YUE and Huang HE. we went to eat MUSHROOM SOUP!! HE XIAN GU!! LOTS and LOTS of MUSHROOM. and is very very very very delicious!!! STRONGLY-AGREED!!! ha. cost RMB$40. this include GUO TIE (their fried dumpling-flat) and a plate of pork- very thin piece. den we went home around 9+.

TUESDAY! is my turn. my buddy and ethel buddy bring us to eat. we ate dumplings -diff types of dumplings, and we eat MA LA CHUAN!! quite nice, but too bad it is a roadside stall. ha. TODAY WE ate a tub of ice-cream. RMB$2.50.SO BIG LA!

Wednesday, eh, we didnt really do anything. we went out to hav our dinner. ZHI-CA! we order chicken, tofu and one, SUAN LA TANG. damn big la, the serving. ha. I LOVE THE CHICKEN!! SO DAMN NICE! and the three dishes were belongs to spicy! SHIOK! ^^ after that, we bought mini mangoes, mini-strawberry, BIG APPLES! play badminton in hostel corridoor. SO FUN! such a long time nv exercise already. haha.

OO-YAH! VERY IMPORTANT! I SIMPLY LOVE THE WEATHER HERE NOW. IS NOT HUMID, NOT HOT, NOT VERY VERY THE COLD! I LOVE THE SUN MAN! WEEEE! tomolo gonna go visit to factories. sianz. shall update later of this week ba. quite busy de. HOPE THAT MY NOSE WILL RECOVER!!! PLEASE!

2009-04-25T16:22:00.007+08:00

time to updATE man! haha. erm, today is the first saturday spend here. consider quite boring. cox spend the whole afternoon in my room. watching tv AND eLearning.=(

shall update on ytd (friday)

eh, we went to visit quite a number of places. the weather was not good. is so so so CCOOLLDD! we went to their Musemum/exhibition, to their gardens and shopping mall. den we had our lunch in a resturant? each table served 8 dishes of food plus one soup. and free flow of soup, rice and tea. ha. den Zachery so funny la. he seems that he was hungry for days. xD den after that was dropped at Tai Ping Yang Shopping mall. den we tried to walk all the way to Sheng Li shopping mall. den we dashed across the road, and went under the underpass to the SHENG LI SHOPPING MALL. WOW, that side looks abit like Far East Plaza. we bought ice-cream to eat and Celia bought Caramel Corn.

I ate banana and mango flavoured GELATO!! their banana ice-cream is BLACK IN COLOUR!! Weird rite, but NICE ^^ after that head back to hostel. *brooooom*

went to their food canteen to eat, guess wat i saw!!! DOG MEAT STEAMBOAT!! ROAR! after eating YU MI MiAN, we chiong back to hostel, cox 2degree of coldness was predicted.

2009-04-23T22:22:00.006+08:00

well well, shall update my blog when i m in DALIAN CHINA.

DAY 4

but mostly is photos. hoho. today, the weather was still as usual, which is VERY COOLLDD!! heard that tml is even worse. 2 degree man! i m mentally prepared, but not physcially prepared. ha. today, we went to DALIAN IT PARK! so COLD when u reached there, which is so called on the "top of the mountain"? after that we proceed to one of the shopping mall called "HE PING GUANG CHANG". went for shopping and doing of research for FYP. and i bought one jacket! ^^ which is not that nice looking. but gonna wear that during THIS FREEAKING COLD weather. ha. Celia bought pink and black was wat i bought.

DAY 3

we went to class. After that we went to have our lunch, Curry FRIED BIN cost RMB$7! so nice. the serving is damn BIG O.O and BBQ chicken @ RMB$2 too! lesser than S$2. =)

den we went back home to "sun-tan" our clothes and SHOES!

after that we went to the market again to change the DVD we bought. I saw those rabbits, which is 2mth old ONLY! Cost RMB$25, so cost less than S$5 for one. I went close to look at them. Suddenly felt abit emotional, feel lik buying them. Cox they look kelian. ='( so small and yet there in this FREAKING COLD world. feel like buying them, and letting them off to the mother nature. but seems that is not a good choice for them. so didnt really bought them. on the way back, we bought one food which looks like ROTI PRATA! and SUNSET! Company us all the way back to our hostel! so damn NICE NOR!!

for the past few days. i was lazy to post so THE END! haha. now is freaking cold at night. can u imagine the COLDNESS! now i was typing with my gloves on!!!! =)

2009-01-30T22:15:00.001+08:00

CT GONNA BE BACK MAN!! she WILL BE BRING LOADS, NONONO, is LORRY OF PHOTOS!! WEEEEEEEEEEE! xD

2008-12-16T20:30:00.002+08:00

Taken this test for GEMS and got this Personality Style:

An extremely outgoing and social person, Tan tends to make friends easily and likes to have fun with others. She wants to make commitments even if she may be unable to keep them; but that is because of her desire to please, not because of any intent to deceive. Tan tends to be very spontaneous, easily becoming bored with routine tasks.Tan values close, personal relationships, and she will often put the needs and desires of those who are loyal friends ahead of her own needs. She is an even-paced individual who thrives in a peaceful, harmonious environment. Tan will work to avoid conflict and sudden changes in her lifestyle and finds joy in keeping tradition.Not afraid to take a bold approach, Tan is willing to challenge the status quo. She is original and creative, and acts with confidence when implementing new solutions. Tan will tend to use a balance of intuition and facts when making decisions, and once she has made a decision, she will not be afraid to take action upon it.Tan would prefer things stay the same, rather than to risk a new venture (unless it is proven and true). She is typically peaceful and low key, and is usually seen by those around her as a good friend and listener. She tends to adopt a "wait and see" attitude about things, rather than taking charge of a situation, usually preferring to let others take the lead.

haha.. how true is it? to me. xD

aniwae, todae went to skool to do proj, and BADMINTON!!
shall be looking forward to my life!! LIVE LAUGH LOVE!! GALFRIENDS ("STEADIES") HUGGIES!!

2008-12-12T08:51:00.009+08:00

This ends our BBQ session!! ^^

NIGHT CYCLING!! WEEEEEE!
before we set off!

REACH ALOHA CHANGI!!

SHopping on wed. =)

shall update more ba.. ha xD

happy&smiling all the way! <3 my life!!

13 more day to CHRISTMAS!!! WEEEEEEEE!!

2008-09-29T19:22:00.004+08:00

On sat, we girls went out. hohoho. went bugis. ALL THINGS THERE ARE WANTED!! haha. went walking from bugis to suntec. on the way, heard F1's engine sound. sounds lik bumble bee. xD. walked all the way to orhard. ha. "why are we so pro?" "we also dunno". actually we wanna surprised ethel, but was too late. called her, and she was asked to tap out to join the 4"tai zhi"s. chit-chat ll while. went back home again. heard things about how human being treat animals. my oh my.

my oh my. so excited for all the upcoming outings man. outing with HALO and PCs, outing w 5Apeeps (jiaming driving worx,ck book out& and AND) HOORAY!! weee! so exited man. they really take an VERY IMPORTANT ROLE of my life man. ESPECIALLY C-E-E-S-X-Y!!! LOVE all of them!! even though we used to have problems, conflicts. overall they are the ones that seriously go through thick&thin, cries, laughter, angry &.. too many to mention. hohoho. shall i say they are those people that climb together with me in my life, stepping on all those STONES, ROCKS, PEBBLES or even MARBLES!! THANK THANK THANK!! ^^ even through by looking at all these memories, really maks me smile & laugh. THANK!!

to all those STONES, ROCKS, PEBBLES, MARBLES! of my life:
are you trying to test my temper?
are you trying to hide something from your words/action?
what are you trying to do?
are you trying to spoil my day?

learned lessons by stepping on these:
NOT TO BE SO OBEDIENT!
NOT to be so GOOD!
some to be respected, but not YOU.

2008-09-24T19:19:00.004+08:00

heyhey. was free to blog.

started to plan what to do for 3rd october. hohoho. normall things does not come out to what was planned. den was scouting for songs. cox i wan to be DJ!! HEAR it!! DJ! haha. so excited. wanna start collect songs liao for disco night. hohoho. DJ chengteng.cant imagine it man. xD. let me be the first female DJ in cadc history. haha.. here i come daydreaming again.

so faster collect all songs that are nice for dsico. search high and low. haha. gogOGO!

2008-09-23T21:20:00.002+08:00

wow saw shunfa's post, was quite long wor. haha. den saw mine, very brief one. now i see wat i can recall. see can broke shunfa record.

DAY1

reach late tere man. CHIONG AR! reached skool was kinda shock, cox nobody is in club, ending all outside SAC. when saw all those campers, memories was rewinded to those days, our campers came. hohoho. after tat, send all campers up the bus, and to ST JOHN. once reached, chiong back to campsite, join HALO MIU. hohoho. wore on the RANGER-mask. meme! GREEN-RANGER! too bad no ORANGE =(. was being intro by PC. out w stunts, was kena "piang seh". so ma lu nor. went in PC bunk to rest awhile. BACK to work. went to BEACH! using legs to flaten the sands. here comes our FUTURE, future gardener.haha. and shunfa- "penguin"-man. xD haha. rest awhile. chit-chat w ethel eva xy MQ. tied crepe paper. I HATE DEEP GRASS!!! ROAR! no choice hav to continue. back to campsite. ate lunch, ending wore wrong slipper. i wore U-hwuang, den mis-com. become i wore weizhuang's, wz wore zk's, U-hwuang wore mine. haha. TEACHING SESSION of MASS DANCE!!! hohoho. learn bits by bits.

MIUs out to outdoor. most of superW was tere together w jamie. gossip here tere. close the gossip session by founding a centipide. OH MY GOD! if u are tere, u will know tat one is XL centipide. haha. compared to Spore's, is consider as BIG! nono, is LARGE. 2 banganla-s came to rescue. killed it. weee xD. laopo & me went back to campsite. start learning mass dance when campers was not around. =D

dinner-time! INDOOR SKIT! all of them was nervous nor. start rehearse in PC bunk. =) finalli, out they go. GREAT ONE!! start gaming. debrief. shall not elaborate. (^^,)

MOVE ON! DAY2. was woke up by thunder. den raining. ARGHHH!! so worried for tele nor. summore will be muddy and all INSECTS will be OUT!!! T.T no choice we are superW. so ms pretend not afraid. luckily got BYGONE!! while doing tele, the whole feeling was very tight. stressed man. got movitaion by water, and of cox ppl tere!! preparing all those. CAMPERS were DOWN! TELEMATCH!

clearing of tele. CHIONG up campsite. here comes al the superW, carrying all equips up. and out superM were all at beach. even more tiring. gogOGO! den start sticking newspapers! every superW seems tired out. den blowing of balloons. our superM were all at beach making CAMPFIRE SITE. went down w JQ and ZW first. den gather PCs. *faint* shall not elaborate. CAMPFIRE site, i GONNNA HAVE TO LEARNT LOTS LOTS MORE MORE!! oO-yah. dis time round, all of us, PCs, MIUs& coOKS managed to use indicators to form CADC!! super duper nice at night. CHEERS to all!! hohoho. nice time got photo gonna update man. very CHIO! campfire started. talentime. i saw MOOOOONN!! damn freaking nice. saw it slowly rise up. so nice. after tat, things happened. felt hurts in heart man. saw you like that, i recalled bout my past. oh my. hope that you felt better. was damn funny for ping ju man. haha. once i recalled, definitely laugh till siao. haha end of campfire. YEAH!! left us. SUPERs (MIUs) each threw kerosene bag. ends it will throwing the whole kerosene TIN. haha. everyone manage to throw in the fire. ME, overthrown. haha. nvm.

chiong back to campsite. BUFFET NIGHT!! YEAH! SEAWEED-CHICKEN!!! MASS DANCE!! actucalli wanna danced w laopo de. ending up dance w MY SA, CHIN GEE! haha. he looks abit retard. oOps. xD yeah my SA! den disco night. most of MIU slept. dis time round was out turn to shine those TI CO! was damn tired. and summore i damn bu shuang certain ppl. even since afternoon. ROAR!! we sat down, and observed how ppl dance all those things. wanna noe?? =X. slept for awhile. superM were all woke up and went to remove the sands. gals continue sleeping. we seems to be ex-changing shift. haha. washed up in the morning. was abit fed up too. helped edmund pack his stuffs. blahblah. up on the BOAT, on the roof top man. first time. ^^

back to skool, form human chain. while "transfering", celia&i guessing whose bag all those. haha. settled in club. ending up goin FC2 ate MAC. and voice out all those we wanna sae de thingy among us. haha. finalli i had the sense of bonding between us, and more to go. HOORAY! BBQ!! those invited will be invited. not invited de, eehem! =D. u la hor. haha.

FINALLY, PCS had all those hard work done!! CONGRATS! for me!! HOORAY! NO MORE REPORTS, NO MORE LATE SLEEPING, MORE MORE TV SHOWS, NO MORE WORRIES, NO MORE CHIONING BACK TO SKOOL, NO MORE NO MORE! xD. yeah!

2008-09-21T21:45:00.002+08:00

weeeeee! back from camp man. HERE I AM, a little bit of chao-ta, esp on my scald!! sobsob.

went on DAY 1. oh-my! was my first time to be MIU. so excited. rested a while. den SHANG PAN. so beach game first. quite fun de. den nth to do. end up went gossip-ing w eva, meiqi, xy& ethel. had our lunch. some went down to outdoor, meiqi, ethel& ct carried total abt 14chairs down to outdoor. which is quite heavy de, ending draging all the way down. 7 F.MIU rested a while there w JAMIE. ahha. enjoying our cold-GREENTEA (POKA!!!). when we were bout to leave, all were scared by the CENTIPENT!! is very big version of SINGAPORE centipent. haha. i ran all the way out of the field man. faint. luckily the two "banlangla"s helped us.

ending, eva and me went back to campsite first. practiced mass dance. learnt alot from edmund. =D. THANKS EDMUND!! and oso ellson, for repeating the song again and again, until John complaint. haha.

DAY 2 was a tiring day man. was scared and waked up by the RAIN man. haha. luckily field was not muddy nor, and NO centipide found. phew. after tat, events. blahblah.

BACK to skool, had lunch at MAC. chated until 3+. den slept all the way till7+. den sleep again. hohohoho. sleeping is the BEST time for me le.. haha.

stop all those thinking of yours.

2008-08-18T11:26:00.005+08:00

here i m slacking again&again.
haven even studied any of modules'.

on last fri, went out w CEE to k-lunch first. eat&sing at one time, hope tat the mic will not hav any rice, or "salmon-flavoured" or "chicken-flavoured" mic ba. ha.

after tat went to Cine to watch JOURNEY TO TH CENTER OF THE EARTH, together w arthur,ck,gene,jm,marcus,and CEESXY. hohoho. NICE, but transformer & Dark knight is BEST. xD. after tat went shopping. took photos.

more photos are coming up soon. -buffering-

hooray, watched ~~couple or trouble~~ and ~~命中注定我愛你第23集~~with two days. after exam, gonna watch 少年杨家将. hohoho.

2008-08-14T17:42:00.002+08:00

things seems to be stir-ed up.
things didnt turn out to be expected. =)

exam coming soOn, really really SOON.
STUDY HARD! but i love slacking. xD

tml watching JOURNEY TO THE CENTER OF THE EARTH, 3D!! weeee^^. gonna be fun.

Memories!!

2008-07-19T23:11:00.009+08:00

dis week is the most happiest week i had for dis year man. went out at least twice with CEEXSY. haha.. bought presents, planning of SHIYUN's bdae, conferencing using my dum-dum hp, went to bugis to shop, celebrate SHIYUN's bdae, watch MIDNIGHT movie, watch such a fantasic, ecellent movie, ton at eva's hse. WEEEEE! hohoho.

shall update ytd ba. ytd went to hav "zhi-cha" at xy hse tere. fun sia. photos updated. den went to xy hse, while shiyun went to meet her fren. den we were finding difficulties in not mention-ing "watch movie". haha. photo-taking, used pillow to kajiao they all. hohoho. xD. went to eva hse. photo-taking again. after tat, chiong to cinema lo. while waiting for bus, photo-taking. in the bus, photo-taking. in cinema toliet, photo-taking. haha.. everywhere oso got us. heez. THE MOVIE WAS DAMN FREAKING NICE MAN!!! SWEEE ARH! BATMAN IS SO MUCH HANDSOME THAN spiderman and superman. COOL NOR. IF GOT, 10bucks, SOOO WORTH IT. next movie: RED CLIFF!!

after the movie was abt >2.45am. walked ack to eva hse. den chit-chat awhile. photo-taking. den chit-chat session. hohoho..

woke up earli to go SP for debate. took aloads of photo todae. but den i dun hav H.A.L.O's photo. so gonna ask other for photos liao. haha.. tomolo gonna chiong proj again. zZz.

BIRTHDAY GIRL, CHAN SHI YUN!!!

we <3 YOU!! ^^

waiting. . .

walking back. . .

before goin to bed

TODAE's DEBATE!

hope every week will be like this-

2008-07-13T16:06:00.003+08:00

I WANNA GO Puala Ubin (CHEK JAWA!!!) and the NEW nature park @ alexdra road!!
and i WANNNA C-A-M-E-R-A!!!!

2008-07-13T15:08:00.003+08:00

too much things had happened last few weeks, or shall sae was few months. thoughts all over my mind. had realised actually did'nt did enough effort to do stuffs. tomolo onwards, we still got lots of proj, presentations, events coming up next.. BE STRONG, and SHALL TAKE MY FIRST MOVE!!

photos to be upload ba.. i tink so.

"things started to drift away and fade..."

2008-07-11T22:23:00.005+08:00

peewee i m back! tomolo shall clear my blog's dust and spiderweb man! *cough*

Photos updated. sneak pics ^^

ALL MY SAYANGs!!!

"feeling was like getting blur-er and seems to be gone. if things can repeat again, isnt that good. freez-ed"

2008-05-19T11:46:00.002+08:00

wa.. ytd was damn sianz. roar! and my legs are "itchy" man. felt lik goin out. most pple are not free. haiz. den rotted ar home first, arrange tat songs i found. cant find the guitar chords. den ask for "fa-ge" for help. den was lik barking at sis to go out. end up. weeee, went to imm. haha. bought a slipper. hohoho. went nice de. guess wat, is onli 9BUCKS. but dun will slip ornot.

den went to jp by shutterbus. waited fer a long time nor. went up the bus. sis was lik keep on avoiding her fren, ending up her fren is standing in front of us. when she got the courage to say "Hi", i pat two times at her bag. result was she nv react when she could feel pple(refering ME) patting her bag. *faint den we were lik laughing la. alamak. den we did another time. this time did a obvious de. i shaked her bag. ha. den we turned back, "HI". den a guy standing beside her de, tot i was a sort of thief lik tat. = =

reach jp. we was lik chionging here and there. saw 2 nice blouse-texture shirts. soO nice nor. cant buy. zZz. cox gonna save up money for SGS and mayb grad night. cox i haven go before. fuhua's prom night, cadc-o7o8 didnt go.this time round. dunno. ha. might change my mind.

bought sushi home. bought fries at McDONALD's ard my hse area. tat staff is damn damn freaking RUDE! HER SERIVICE SUCKS!

sis: " two packets of fries"
HER: " WHAT SIZE"

when i heard tat, i just in front of her, i sae " mei li mao, this person mei li mao" den jus giv her attiude by answering her a single word and in the tone. STUPID S H I T la. den she knew abt the attiude, went back smiling. IS THIS THE SERVICE YOU PROVIDE PEOPLE. HELLO, THIS TIME IS NOT THE FIRST TIME, IS DUNNO HOW MANY TIMES YOU DID THAT. ROAR! In front of customers, lecturer your own staff, is this the way? then, the main staff (wears BLUE uniform de), his way of attidue is so freaking bad la.. *faint dun wan to mention anymore.

THINGS I WANNA DO:
` go K-BOX (weee, DEBATEo7o8 OUTING!)
` go Science Center photo-taking (nice place to tak photos)
` ShoppingsSs
` Earn more money
` DONE with my song book
` Done with year tee
` Watch movies w dearlie CEESXY!!

2008-05-18T12:07:00.002+08:00

yes, worked again ytd. yawns zZz.

felt lik getting the recycled bag from prog having on at JEC atrium. den things happened. a small little girl came. ask her all about the bag. blah blah. den ending up, she GAVE me the BAG! haha. ^^ so sweeeeeeeet.
saw tingting while working. ha. she bought the ice-cream, WATERMELON!!! hooray. that flavour is among "famous" ice-cream in CTmenu. haha. of cos, got DARK CHOC and Lemon. Tingting is so on man. haha. siao liao.

den bought ljs home. on the way back. so damn funny la. as you noe, way back to JE mrt is quite dark (no light supply). saw one little boy. eating smth. den suddenly his spoon dropped. *the sound of the dropped spoon. i tot he noes abt it. heard him asking his mother, "Mummy, where's my spoon??" den his tone and expression was freaking funny until i laugh out. oh-mine. laugh out until i hav to act lik i m on the phone. heez.

tat's how i ended my day.ha. actually watching people's reaction was an interesting things and maks you even more happier by laughing at people. shall add in to my hobbies?? haHa, tat's the BAD SIDE of MEEEE! wuahahahahaha.

2008-05-16T21:34:00.003+08:00

did a troublesome stuffs and mak pple felt tat wei-nan. OH-MINE! i shall promise to myself not to step in ever again.

is still pissed off and angry over wat happened. yes, i knew that it was a **** which i mus obey. all the things that you all did is for the sake of "BUK". i knew i should be doing this, but i cant go through this, myself. sorry for the stupidness and stubborn of me. i seriously hate this sort of feeling, all tose stupid idotic ****. i sincerely apologised to *you. i m quite sick and tired of these things. summmore gonna give reasons that can cover up the reality behind. felt that i am wearing a mask on. i seriously hate it. doing all these things for wat? will anyone know about it?

thought of ways. even had a thought of dropping off. i felt that i m bringing troublesome stuffs for me. so, i thought of giving up, this might mak it more beta and convenience for everyone of us. i m such a useless, stupid, dumb person. however, becox of the emotionals& memories had along this journey, stopped me from doing that. however, when there's one day that stopped me from goin "buk", is all becos of ****. ROARRR!

TO YOU:

I am seriously sorry for what I had done. I didn't know that i did this these things will make you all to feel that difficult. I knew how you all felt when this sorts of things happened. SO, I will try not to repeat this thing again. In future, I might sound hostile or whatever, dont blame me, okay? cause I also dont know how to react when such things happened again. As until this very moment, i still cant accept it. SOrry for the stubborn-ness and give me some time. I will give my best shot for this very last time.

Dont felt guilty about what had happened. You are doing your role. Believe in yourself! JIAYOU!! will be there supporting you all no matter what.

=)

2008-05-04T21:24:00.002+08:00

interium events had all ended including the round up. time flies fast man. on fri, was a day that finalli most of our PCs came and H.A.L.O gathered. haha. we went to the karoade2 for k-ing for 1hour. had our song prac for 1hour. OMG! ^^ miss tose days man. haha. such a long time didnt hit the tamborine lo. haha. even thou is painful and "suan", but still cont to hit it. xD.

den went to FC6 for round up. dis time round i didnt go and sat together w year1. we sat together as H.A.L.O. manage to bully Gan-"chu", nic and chin gee. haha. THANKS MAN!

den we tot of year sign and took pics of H.A.L.O. finali we had a photo of the most PCs(except for wengxian). den hav a mini funny song session conducted by ZHONGWEI. haha. most of them still rmb how we did for the action song. funny sia. PCs went to imm to hav a late-dinner. after tat went home.

worked on sat. i realli dunno why i wanna avoid them nor.. mayb due to wat she sae to me. and maks me to avoid u all. haiz.

todae was not feeling tat well. feverish and stomache. roar! so, pple need to DRINK more water. i shall be the water welfare group. DA JIA, HE SHUI!!! xP

2008-04-28T22:29:00.002+08:00

TODAY WAS WEN-"BANG" BIRTHDAY!!!!!! woohooo^^! happy birthdae to him! cox i cant manage to post friendster's comment to him. heez. oO-ya! ELLSON BIRTHDAY TOO!!! =D

2008-04-28T20:06:00.002+08:00

went to work on sat. which i cant go proj&welfare's interium, which maks me felt weird for the morning sia. =( den went to work. end up, boss telling me: "I thought you have to go church on sunday. so i employ another worker to work on sunday. so you dont need to work on sunday." ROAR!!!! regret-ed was what i shall said. ='( gonna find a beta job. gogogo!

todae was quite emo shitty day .. haha..

was quite sad from wat i heard de. haiz. no word can describe wat we are feeling ba. haha.. why is always us, doing the initate?? sometimes, these sorts will tire us out. somemore when you saw the "result" of it was like this. haiyoyo. will they even get the thinking and how we feel about it?? when will we seems to be as a whole?? my answer is" i dun tink so" -for now ba. so many things left unsaid, too many doubts uncleared. is A LOTS of LORRY of problems, things left unsaid and unsolved. hope that there will be a brand new beginning.

do hope that talking will works ba. =) *positive-thinking*

2008-04-24T19:58:00.001+08:00

Talking]
I gotcha
I'll be right here
You listen

[Singing]
Come stop your crying
It will be alright
Just take my hand
Hold it tight, now
I will protect you from, all around you
I will be here DONT you cry

For one so small
You seem so strong, now
My arms will hold you
Keep you safe and warm, This
bond between us
Can't be broken
So im gonna be here dont you cry
Cuz

[Chorus]
You'll be in my heart,
You'll be in my heart,
From this day on,
Now and forever more,
(for more.. na na na na..
ha ha.. come on.. yea)

WHY cant they understand the way we feel,
THEY just don't trust what they cant explain,
I know we're different,
But deep inside us,
We're not that different AT ALL,

[Chorus]
(You'll) You'll be in my heart,
See you'll be in my heart,
(From this day) From this day on,
(Ohh) Now and forever more (FOREVER MORE)
From this day on forever more, YOU'LL BE

You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be, you'll be right here in my heart (Always)
Always (Always, Always, Always)

Dont listen to them
Cuz what do they know?
We need each other
To have, to hold
They'll see in time
I KNOW
WE'LL SHOW THEM TOGETHER

(YOU'LL BEEEEE)
You'll be (IN MY HEART) in my heart
(I'll always be there)
You'll be in my heart
(You know that) From this day on
Now and forever more

(You'll) You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say (No matter, no matter what they say oooh)
You'll be right here in my heart (No matter oh no matter)(always)
Always (Always, always)

Just look over your shoulder
(Euh listen, no matter what they say no no.. look over your shoulder yeah)
Just look over your shoulder
(I'll be right here, I gotcha) (I'll always be there)
Just look over your shoulder
(I'll be right there)
I'll always be there (Now that i gotch ya)
(No matter what they say)
Just look over your shoulder (No no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no)
(No matter what, no matter what, no)

[Fading]

Just look over your shoulder
(No matter what they say no no hey yey yey hey HA)
Just look over your schoulder

Dedictcated to CEESXY, U-"yin"!!!

2008-04-24T19:27:00.004+08:00

ytd went out w ah-U and ahYin. heez. even thou was a short one, i oso felt mai zhu. ha. den chiong back to skool for CA's events. was in debate com. hohoho! den went for the treasure hunt in sp. quite fun. haha. and DEBATE was the first! weeee! after the event, went to Redhill to eat our dinner. blahblah.

as for todae. was lated for lesson. den hav fun during the practical. heez. kneating dough. all tose sorts. xD. hope tat i didnt mak the wrong decision in goin FOOD TECH!! YEAH!

tese few days felt lost and scared. Now should realli felt how people are feeling when they sae they cant find people to talk to. haha. the feeling was damn xin ku de wor.ha.when traveling home,how i wish i could go back to the past. hoping tat my decision for wat i intend to do, will turn out good. ^^ and all tose sort of thinking shall disappeared after a sleep.

<3 dis drawing LOTS!! ^^

tomolo is JOANNEE's BIRTHDAE!! xD.

2008-04-18T22:48:00.003+08:00

wow.. one week of the year2 gone. haha. lots of things happened.

was broke,
sad-ed,
siao-ness,
hua-chi,
confused,
pissed off.

celebrate eva's bdae on tues. went to holland V. go ard the holland V taking photos. but den my leg was painful man. so become very quiet. and had told CEESXY abt it. and now i m still seeking aid from them. HELP!!

den on wed, suddenli met renyu and jes. was so damn damn surprise nor.. ahah.. missed them lots lots.tok abt things alot. haha..

was late for my lesson man. arghhh. went for GEMS, omg!! all tose words seems to be aliens to me. zZz. feel lik sleeping. but keep myself awake. went to find jobs in JP together w celia. fill in form here and tere, feel lik sleeping while filling the form. haha..

now, it seems to be weird. i wonder am i still staying at the same spot. i shldnt be staying in Mr.A shadow anymore. ^^.

felt being used-. wat can i do??

2008-04-13T21:22:00.002+08:00

OMG!!! i wanna to watch this show man!! damn funny nor.. waiting for this MOVIE, SUPERHERO MOVIE. DRAGONFLY!

http://movies.go.com/trailer?cid=939238&vid=939239

2008-04-13T20:18:00.008+08:00

finalli i stayed at home todae. ha.

last few days oso quite busy de.. bought toothbrush, drew toothbrush, print this and tat, do my MARCONI for PCS and SUIJIN, bake biscuits all sorts of things.

ytd was the ROUND UP for CAMP and FUSION. hohoho.. before tat, went to AMK hub to shop for biscuit mixture. den went to Lawson's hse bake biscuit. end up goin derrick hse. wow, his dogs are cute, but sumtimes scary. starting, was lik failed to bake nice biscuits. den keep on trying until not bad. haha.

after tat, chiong all the way to boon keng. ate together w suijin. and here i m, forget abt FUSION's campers. hav fun, saw SUIJIN pple, clipping on the Pegs i made onto their hair. so CUTE! haha. summore they wear it throughout the whole of day man. haha. so happy ^^!! photo-taking ar.. all sorts of things. after tat, they filled in the Interim form. ha. jus lik wat we had been through last year. den hav yam-seng. end up my sparkling cant open. sobsob. and me the last to pop open. den went ard to giv the drinks. den having cheers ard. den hav our presentation of appreciation to the seniors. blahblahblah. went home w campers. quite fun de. on the way back, keep on ka-jiaoing zhixuan. hehe. oso get feedback from Fusion camper. they seems to be feel leftout. cox pple sticking to their camp groups, and bombing their camp groups. haiyoyo. hope that they will come together and join, bond together as a year. but not a camp. hehe. beta dun let the history happened again.

photos taken.

den some of us took the ugly pics. Vote for the Ugliest!

on fri (before round-up tat day), SUIJIN had a gathering too!! hoho. makan place at Pizza Hut @ marina Sq. =)

OO-YAH!!! got so many photos. find out that we dun hav the WHOLE of our PCs' photo.. OMG! mus rmb to take.. and e are PROMOTED, we are MIU le!!!!! weeeee! loooking forward to COOKS! ^^.

tomolo is our first day of the skool. not feeling excited at all. weird =/. tomolo you will see alots of "bananas" walking ard. including me! *peel banana,peel peel bananas* ^^

2008-04-11T12:02:00.009+08:00

shall update wat's going on throughout the prep camp, during camp, prep fusion, during fusion and after fusion.

during prep camp, we did lots of stuffs. wow. rehearsals, preparing equips, song session, song pracs, all things. videos and pictures are taken down.. all now i can rmb is all tose funny actions, laughter we had throughout the prep camp. haha.

shall not mention abt camp. haha.. during prep fusion, the 4 of us were lik damn siao. damn funny. after fusion, we still did stuffs. hehe.. shall not mention more. let photos tak over ba.. hohoho

btw same klass as celia and 1b23gals.. hohoho.. under FOOD TECH!!! got the one i want! weeee! as for GEMS, same as eva, ethel, xinyi, jiabei,liying, yuhwang, junhong. hohoho.. yeah!! later goin to the SUIJIN OUTING!! weeeee!! tomolo ROUND UP!! GOT SURPRISE!!!

2008-03-27T20:41:00.002+08:00

OMG!! cant believe tat i came back from my FO CAMP. shall mention SUIJIN onli. there's no word that i can descirbe for SUIJIN. Thanks alot man! the feeling is damn damn good and doing all tose things are worth it. NO REGRETS! they are my movitation man. seriously man. haha. they left food for me, cook for us (jim, wengxian, derrick and CT!), believe in me, enthu w me, love them alots alots. they enthu and high w me throughout the lasr day of the camp, as day1 and 2 i m not w them. during the disco night, they high until very late man. most of them is from my SUIJIN nor.. ^^. during the campfire, they will enthu themselves. den when i sobbed, got one sae "xin ku ni le", omg. so touch man. shall rmb them. haha.. LOVE THEM!!!!

for other groups, they are oso quite enthu de. thankz alots.. haha.. photos to update later ba. when i got from derrick and jiabei.

saw quite alots of pple wrote in their msn PS. FO camp is FUN and ROX. and somemore some sae wanna go FUSION. they really movitate me to do even beta. i will do it de.. go go go!!!

btw THANK alots to MIU(s) know they did until very pek seh and tired. and the cooks, for cooking food for us, which is 90++ pple's meal. tat's alot man. THANKZ A MILLIONS AGAIN..

2008-02-05T22:36:00.000+08:00

went to CADC's chalet...

DAY1
met celia and junwei to go tere, meet ethel at Raffles City. end up, we are at the end of the train. den we (junwei and celia CT)from 2nd last door, go through doors and get to ethel's 2nd first door. haha.. damn funny and in the mid of it, saw Sannee and he join us too. XD

reach tere. play dis and tat. play monopoly first, den play w our "crabby hand".. den using soccer to play monkey. den watch movie. den rotted. companied by t Year2s. damn freaking fun to hang out w them. =D. den play majong. slept at 7+am the next day.

DAY2
play majong. went out to hav fun. took photos too. total of 93 photos taken within tat one hour. haha. den went back. play ice man, hav a lot of fun. heez. start BBQ. den chat w celia quite long. heez. den took photos all tose. we were lik the fu lu shou lik tat. sit there dun need to move. ha. den play abit of pillow fight be4 goin home. such a long time nv play pillow fight le. fun man. heez. den chat along the way back home. ha. overall is FUN.. "F"-"U"-"N". =D

todae went to get my spec. was companied by ethel, xy and weiyi. end up, causing them to wait until 6+. while waiting, we went to arcarde. damn fun. especially the ca-ride. haha. damn fun. next time, will bring frens over to play again. damn freaking fun. hohoho. den went to tak my spec. finalli. den went home after tat. on the way back, saw them so tired. felt abit bad abt it. promise next time will company them too.

came back home, sang some club song. such a long tim nv sing le. hohoho. coming up more. ha. now is random photos during the chalet.

2008-01-31T13:05:00.000+08:00

wow.. todae earn $2.70. ho ho ho.. sell all my books and paper to MR RALAGUNI. total weight of the papers and books = 17kg.. heez. felt abit bu she when i saw him driving off and my stuffs on his lorry. all the 5 years effort i put in when i was sec1 to 5 all gone.. haiz.. and return of it was onli $2.70. haiz. byebye to all the books, i cant keep them in my hse le. haiz.

eee, jus done finish editing blog. i hate the tagboard man.. so slim. eeee.. guess gonna change again. someday.

gonna go DAO SHAO CHU again.. bye!

2008-01-30T20:12:00.001+08:00

todae did home spring-ing.. saw quite a number of things tat are interesting and wat i did when i ws in secondary. haha..

2008-01-30T12:00:00.000+08:00

Saw yankai's blog.. cried throughout the whole song.

why m i so useless. i dun even hav the courage to call her. i was so scare tat i might mak her feel even more sad. i m sorry. all i noe is cry cry cry and my heart hurts.

U hav to stay strong, rmb we mus be STRONG INSIDE AND OUTSIDE. we will be there for u..

2008-01-29T19:59:00.000+08:00

Ytd went to bugis to shop for CNY clothes, which i had done. den shop for bag and shoe/slipper. we had shopping-marthon. walk the whole of bugis street, walk to haji lane and Arab Street. den walk back to bugis shopping, went to This Fashion, walk to suntec, shop in suntec, walk to MS, den back home. oO-ya, saw Rachel at suntec while resting. ha. back to mrt, all the way standing, no seats. My Poor leg. T.T ha. freaking tire la. haha. bought a bag, one shoe/one slipper. ending up left 20cents in my wallet and loaning money from ethel and xinyi. haiz. end up, cant go sentosa on wed w 23. haiz. no money no talk man. ROAR!!!

todae went to skool to hav some sweating.. hehe.. play all sorts of stuffs, badminton, table tennis, "FLOOR" tennis. ha ha.. damn funny la. hehe.. wow, treasure hunt de ICmen are doing their equipments le.. fast sia. omg.

SAW MARCUS AND KERQIN, damn surprise. ha. so long haven saw them. so happy. ^^. den stay in the club for awhile, play w jun-wee de hp camera. heez. not bad, except for the touchpad. =X. my personal opinion. ha. den went home. now gonna hav my dinner. wee wee wee.

THINGS TO COMPLETE BY THIS WEEK:
` SEND MY TELEMATCH'S 2nd DRAFT! left one more station man. ho ho ho.
` DONE w my telematch( telematch's) first draft =P
` Clean almost the whole certain of my hse.
` SAVE MONEY!!!!!! *if not cant go chalet* haiz.
` Pack my CNY clothes, bag, shoes/slipper aside.
` Watch finish the epsiode available in youtube for (er zhou ju 2 wen) ^^
shld be dun hav le. heez.

ooh-mine, the thingy is back man. after 2years le. oh-mine. stupid dum dum.

2008-01-26T22:27:00.000+08:00

Now is so boring.. yawn zZz... SIANZ

when to did dis test http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com/

You are Red Monkey, whose simple and natural personality is easily understood by those around you.
You can make others feel safe.
You will take on any favor asked, and have a strong volunteer spirits.
Even if you get angry, you don't hold that against people for long time.
You are simple forthright person.
You are a person with sensitivity.
If you use this sensitivity at work and in hobbies, you will achieve great results.
You should learn a lot while young, and use that experience to help the society in the future.
You also possess great talent in carrying out matters and handling it efficiently.
You are a very active person.
You are smart and calculating.
You can be rather short tempered, and will not tell your true feelings.
This may make you bit lonely, so don't forget to have a broad mind.
You are a quick learner, so you will be favored by your boss.
But if there isn't a person who can set an example, you can not carry out work efficiently.
You may be suited to stay as number two than to stand at the top.
You are independent and keeps your own pace.
So it may be better to keep away from the impossible.
Because you are a popular person, you will be asked out by many people.
Try and turn down offers nicely, or you may disturb the living pace and your own personal relationships.
Your marriage fortune is very good.
You will do great as a housewife and also as the person committed to do good for the society.

2008-01-25T22:03:00.000+08:00

hooray hooray hoOray!! EXAMS is OVER!!! and HOLIDAY is HERE!!! wee. todae went out shopping w ren-U, jes, waranya. wuahaha. went bugis first. shop here and tere. walk to suntec too. wee. saw alots of bleach de stuffs even their captain's cosplay costume. oh-mine, so freaking cool sia. ^^. tat person even ask me to TRY!! OMG! so tempting. ARGHHH. end up didnt try. ha. in the shop, got alots of HITSUGAYA!!! heez ^^. so shuai and cool. saw one blouse, BFS.. haha. damn nice. haha

den went to hav a rest. was so tired tat i sit in centre the seats. end up, a little girl followed wat i did. haha. bad example sia. hehe. erm, chat w them as usual. i guess i start to miss them, when i think tat we wont be the same klass anymore. den from todae onwards, we ~~might lost in contact~~ and we dun hav any lessons.. oh-mine. die liao. arghhh. they realli took part in my 18th year man. they ROCKS man. they did alots of stuffs for me, and all the things we did together. ^^. MUACKS AND HUGSS for u all. ha.

den went SHENG XIONG together w mother and sis. carried alots of stuff man. we looked lik we are goin a run for a war lik tat. haha. coming up next week. haha.. tml goin to shopping again. ho ho ho^^.

Random photos taken. hehe

the BFS i wan.. wee^^!!

in the "wen quan" at suntec. haha.

^^

2008-01-15T12:10:00.000+08:00

liew.. dis two week my immune was lik.. so weak la. after having a cold, follow by sore hroat till very jialat and now, having red eye.. ROAR. later gonna go polyclinic to see. first time, alone goin to polyclinic. omg.

hope tat dring CNY, prep camp and camp tose days will not be lik tat.. dis week study week le, and here i m using my computer, watching bleach... OMG. haiz.. no choice. i jus feel like relaxing.. wooohOo..

once again, my promise was broken.

2008-01-09T21:22:00.000+08:00

OMG! finalli can online le. hohoho.

firstly mus thanz all the PEOPLE who wished me for my bdae in diff ways, lik friendster, msn, sms, face to face, celebrating my day for me. HUGGS!!

THANZ DCP 1A/B 23 o7o8 for celebrating my dae w me and buying present for me. ^^

THANZ CADC-peeps!! THANZ for the surprise belated party. thanz thanz. I LOVE THE things u all had bought. the Story-pillow, wu gui-massager, and the nail polish. ^^ THAnZ. and the card, the things u all wrote, realli mak me smile

THANZ CEESXY!! i will tak care of CHENOL DE.MUACKS!!!

now gonna buzz over stuffs le. hehe..

2008-01-06T10:36:00.000+08:00

"When a person gives up fighting a problem and loses the energy of anger, he becomes depressed. "

"Since we can never be sure what another person meant, however, we may be wrong about his motive. Most arguments start from such misunderstandings. Remember: it is we who make ourselves mad!"

SO I WILL NOT GIVE UP and lose my energy. so go go go!!!

2008-01-04T22:59:00.000+08:00

todae was a moody day man. haiyoyoyo. everythings seems to be fun dis morning, and was abit confusing too. hehe. in the beginning, i had start to cherish every single moment i hav together w the peeps. was quite happy de, ever since on wed. wuahaha. and showing my "number 10" handsome cute and cool guy. ^^

den went to moberly to do the GEMS. heez. den went club. sianz nor. i hav nth to sae abt it le.. but i tink i hav done the wrong move at the beginning. i m really thinking solutions to it. dis thingy had spolied my whole week's mood man. roar! i regret to hav the positive thinking at the start. haiz. i really dun feel lik doing tese thingys, on saturdae and even during on mybdae. zZz but after telling pehx2 abt it. regrets had comes to my mind man. i shouldnt do that anymore. i should help her and relieve her stress level, and yet, there i m to complaint and mention abt it to her. I can feel the stress level she is goin through nor. i should start to solve it myself in the way it should be. and to relieve both of them de stress, i should do my reports as best as it can be and complete it asap. STRONG INSIDE & OUTSIDE! SORRY PEHx2! MUS JIAYOU AND WE SHALL GOAL FOR IT. i will try my best to help u de.

went to MIP. klass 1A/B 23 celebrate for me, oso got beechen, boon kiat and terence. heez. THANZ THANZ ALOADS! and got my presents as well. ho ho ho. A GlASS BALL - from TEO RENYU, JESLYN LIM, WARANIA NYA & LIM BEE CHEN! A PURPLE SWEET "POUCH" FROM WHOLE KLASS! HUGGS! THANZ THANZ!

went to club. did my stupid irritating laptop. ROAR! it really can drive me mad man. must thanz ZENG DE YI for helping me for killing the virus. thanz thanz. den dumdum me, was so stress up for the computer, and the all those reports and end up making my EESXY rushed here and tere. roar! hate that man. dumdum. end up they chiong to SP. den was deyi trick me there de. haha. thankz deyi. OO-YA. THANK HIM for farting to my face. i will nv forget it de. haha. went to botak jones eat. times during tat period. a few hours of gathering is a EXCELLENT FEELING, but i wan more. YES, I M GREEDY!! den went home. U ALL REALLY BRIGHTENED UP MY DAY MAN! ALL I CAN DESCRIBE THIS IS, YOU ALL HAV THE KEY TO MY HSE IN MY HEART LE! LOVE U ALL LOADS! todae is the best day i hav w u all.

presenting my presents. wuahaha.. PROUND OF IT!! ^^ <3 loads. patrick + camera necklace from EESXY. purple "pouch" & glass ball from my peeps and klass. hehe.. oO-ya! a name for my patrick is called, CHENDOL!! muacks and hugss for u all!

i really hope that my wish will come true for this year! serious!
shall upload more photos tomolo. hohoho..

xin wo is the song that i can sing to u all de.. so listen to dis song properly and carefully. =D

2007-12-26T21:30:00.000+08:00

liew! christmas is OVER LE!!! haiz. damn fast nor. haiyoyoyo. shall elaborate on 25dec.

wee~! dis is the happiest, blissful day i had in dis 2oo7 man! woOhoO. firstly went to shiyun hse. ate kfc, as usual had chit-chat session while eating. lik in sec skool life nor. but not in the skool canteen. haiz. okay. den den den.. erm, play "zhong chi mi ma". liew. me and eva tio. hehe. den exchange present. guess wat!!! yankai took me. and MY BUCKET BAG.. ARGHHH~! love tat loads. hehe. THANKS YANKAI! den everyone had our presents. den was my turn to show he cards and the workpiece i had did for the past 2 nite. doing it from 12-2+. wuahaha. damn freaking funny nor. haha. hope tat they will keep it and dun lost it. ha. after tat, is make-up session. seems to be lik the wedding of SHIYUN. aha. damn funny nor. chiong to esplanade.

yk's galfren met us. onli CEESX chiong to MS to buy yk's present. $50 voucher^^. met her at esplanade. celebrated her bdae. den all our acting skills comes out again. cox wanted to gave her SURPRISE. ha. such a long time didnt hav surprise bdae for pple le. surprise are always the funniest and memorable. wuahaha. ate our dinner at food court. den went home. as usual, in the mrt we will chat and crap all the way back. and i oso find out tat i had did lots of bad things. haha. so my karma will come someday. die liao. =)

den todae went to bugis w ethel to buy her ADD de. shop the whole of bugis. but i tink she stll cant find any ba. den half-way, i need to chiong to klass christmas party a hta' hse. felt sorried nor, cant realli pei ethel all the way, den dun feel lik goin hta de. hah. end up i still go. took photos too. haha. den i oso invent my NEW RECIPE for log cake. wuahaha. and my present was by BOON KIAT, my "DAO" family-ah gua. =D omg, he did a chair for the bear, by using ice-cream sticks. it oso hav another functions, can be pencil holder.CLEVER rite. omg. ^^ he sae he spend 3 nights. wuahaha. touch touch. ha. after tat, went home. OO-yah, ren-u oso got gave me, a teddy bear too! hha^^. thanz thanz thanz, everyone who gave me presents de. hugs*

2007-12-24T23:01:00.000+08:00

todae went out again. dis year's christmas eve special abit. didnt go out to countdown. wee^^. abit tired ba. went out together w eva, sy and xy. heez. so fun man. hav lots of laughter. haha. i bet the customers of MOS burger will feel tat we are noisy. but dis is US! ^^ha. damn funny nor. did my mission. DONE my special gift for CEESXY. ha. but not the card man. liew. todae gonna sleep late again le. haiz. ytd slept at 2am. tat late sia. hope tat todae will not be so late again.

shall upload of the present i did for CEESXY. haha. hope tat they will lik it ba. ^^wee! MERRY X"MAS pple!! CHEERS!

2007-12-23T20:17:00.000+08:00

CHRISTMAS IS WITHIN 2 DAYS man!!! woOohooO ^^wee wee wee! todae morning i woke up, tot tat is christmas le. haha. omg. ytd went to jp bought the others' christmas present. finalli done. went home to wrap up the presents. so fun man! so happy! =D. while i was wrapping up, i imagine tose pple who unwrap it. so high man! love tearing and guessing the present wrapped under the wrapping paper. ^^!

during the holidae, i haven even did my homework man. woOhOo!CHEERS for me! next week, will be busy for celebrating christmas, working. den left 3 days to chiong! go go go! and now i haven done, the things for christmas de! OMG! dunno can did it on time. dis things were a difficult task to do. wee^^! shall tak down the photo down, and blog it here. hope tat they will lik tat man! pls pls pls ha.

CHIPMUNKS!!! u realli brghtened up my day man. ^^

2007-12-22T12:01:00.000+08:00

my very first week of holidae was damn busy. i onli manage to rest on tues and todae. on mondae and wed, went to skool for song prac. freaking confusing man. omg. ask janet for advise all tose. THANKS man! hopefully the other song pracs in the future will be fine. shall tak her advise. heez.

den went to orhard on thurs. company them to buy christmas present all tose. on fri, had my haircut. regret-ed. cut almost 4inches ba. sobsob. den chiong to isetan to register. den took taxi to PS to meet club de pple. exchanged present. i took ellson's and janet took mine. YEAH! den went hanging ard orhard area. after tat, walk all the way to esplanade. den went to hav our dinner. after tat, went home. ytd actualli dun hav the mood to play, i oso dunno why. hav i grown up le?? haha. no such thing.

days be4 christmas: 3 MORE DAYS!!!

gonna buy the present for tat momo. and CEESXY. on tues gonna wear nicely. but i dun hav nice heels tose. may consider slippers den. todae gonna do my shopping trip again. zZz.. wondering, on tat day are we gonna go orhard?? if so, i will be goin orhard for 4 days le. for ethel, oh-mine, is 5 days. ha.

hohohohooho

2007-12-16T21:20:00.000+08:00

wow~ woOhoO! HOLIDAY LE! wee^^! on fridae went to hav dinner at the fish%co. quite nice de. took alots of photos. heez. i felt so happy and nv felt dis long time ago. as compared to tose, 5a's guys are much much beta. finali got a chance to meet them. ^^! feel lik meeting more often. ha. OH-YA! SATURDAY WAS MARCUS, MA MA BOY's bdae! ha. mus thankz him for inviting us and treating us. omg, very ex nor. total he spent 270bucks nor! after tat we went home. heez.

on sat, went to work earli in the morning. ck was oso working. =). den went to the wrong meeting place. alamak. spoiled mood and pissed off earli in the morning. dun push me too hard. i told u. if dis continue on, i will definitely giv them attitude and i will explode de. i hav my limits too, not onli u all. i already start to giv them le. since u all dun giv me any respect, i shall not too. why shld i care abt u all,since u all jus mak me mad. all i can do is hack care. pissed off. after the working, went home and hav a nice, cooling bath. ^^
den chiong back to skool for cadc's mth thing. was having fun w eva and xinyi. haha. fun sia. den went up to watch movie marathon. watched The Simspon Movie, 300, Rata-eee, Just follow Law, 40- wat vigirin de. not bad lahz. still can sleep in between. heez. den wake up in the morning, went to wash up and hav for the lucky draw. and ONCE AGAIN! i didnt won any prizes again. i m not lucky. haiz. went for breakfast and took bus home together w ethel, eva, xinyi and celia. heez.

liew. tomolo song prac le! hope tat tomolo everyone will be happy ba, and not sianz diao. omg. pray hard man. go go go!

pics shall do the toking now. wuahaha.

my doing for the latest hairstyle for dis coming christmas. SNOW-FLAKES(POLYMER) HAIRSTYLE! YOZ!

2007-12-13T20:06:00.000+08:00

wee^^ finalli hav one day which i reached home earli! ^^. and no tutorials or reports to do. yeah~! i m free. hohoho.. *for the time being*

passed few days was busy with cadc's things. on mondae, went for a run ard POLY. first, we played badminton! woOhoo. FUN! get addicted to badminton le. heez. den went for a run. end up walking back w celia. ha. den played badminton again w yuhwang. liew. quite a pro in badminton wor. =X.

on tues, had my last prac of AE&E. the "heart beat" machine. heez. on the day, my mood was damn damn spoiled. den went to MS w ethel. after tat went back to skool again, cox got our 2nd PC meeting. sometimes, i really wonder why m i thining tat way. but sometimes, it really maks me felt tat way. i could felt it strongly. and it spoiled my mood man. there's more coming up. so, mus stand strong and be strong! go go go! den hav dinner at lai lai together w ethel, xy, marcus and weng xian. heez.

den went to CD lesson(wed) damn tired. didnt even tok. den went to bugis. finalli. ^^ den shop shop shop-ed! and tere goes my pocket with a hole. =(. felt tired on tat day. felt tat i m really tat tired le. I agreed w joanne&co, ry and jes. i m realli tat tired. they are right. but no choice i hav to move on ever since i had choosen dis "road". heez. went to cadc mth's 2nd event. quite ok de. hez. i lik the most is the 100sec NO NG! I wan to plan a game which is 100sec NO NG! but not tese de. is lik the TV style de. wuahahaha. go for it! hav dinner at je.

todae was tired nor. during MIP lesson, go ma lu nor. starting i was lik planning to write down wat are the events i have coming up. den was lik askng ry and jes. was thinking abt it. den was lik asking them sill hav any events mahz. den suddenli the whole klass was lik laughing nor. den i found out tat actualli the lecturer was toking to me. den i dunno. alamak. so ma lu nor. haiyoyo. i realli nv hear him toking me. =D. on tues, oso lik tat. liew. so ma lu. after tat hav our prac(AP chem), did the titration dunno how many times. @>@. den was lik very sianz diao. den reach home earli~! WEE! den slpt 2hours ba. wuahahaha.. so comfortable.

jus did my option. FOOD TECH!! dunno whther i got put the correct stuffs ornot. ohmine. 213546 will affect my life man! go!

now den i found out tat after the term break, is 2oo8 le!! OMG! TIME really flew. i gonna be old le. this year, i was damn busy with stuffs, esp sem2 onwards. All my time was packed, reports were piled up, didnt really contribute much in grp work. thanz, i hav them to forgive me. ^^. thankz! thanks thanks thanks! however, ever since i m part of PCs of IC camp, cadc had changed my 18-years-old life. Hav good and bad points. mayb cadc peeps and renyu&jesyln had change my thinking towards poly-life. even thot, dis year was a tough one for me. i start to hav the feeling i used to hav it during the sec-life. i hav learnt how to cope stress too, but not always ba. =X. and FO gonna change my 19-years-old life man. go go go! we can do it de. can be a successful one, if beta, be the most outstanding year! wee^^! hahaha.. go go YEAR1 o7/o8! =D

2007-12-08T21:33:00.000+08:00

YEAH!! cadc's first event was over!!cheers for them man! quite a successful one.. heez. my grp had junwei, minglei, zen and endrea. starting was not as fun as wat we had for trail. cox junwei and minglei was not feeling well, all was not in good condition. we were the last to reach the final destination. den punishment. heez. i dun need. cox i m XIAO TIAN SHI. wee^^

after tat, actualli wanna go k box de. end up so ex. 24bucks nehz. yes. i m poor. heez. den went to food court ate. from 6+ chat till 7+. omg. so funny. after tat went home. heez. so happy todae. ha haha hahaha. i m so excited for the FO man. TELEMATCH!! wee^^. SUPERMAN SLIDE! if i m a guy, den tat's good. hohoho..

CHRISTMAS IS AROUND THE CORNER LE!! wee^^! go go go! count-down-ing.. hohohoho.. exchange present. ^^ wanna go watch ALVIN AND CHIPMUNKS!! DEFINITELY!!!

2007-12-07T18:28:00.000+08:00

wow. loads of things happened tese few days. mood are swinging fast. not so feeling well ever since mondae. now still not feeling well nor. haiz. will i recover?? went to trail for cadc month. quite ok ba. haha. not so fun, becox i was having "bloating stomache" bear w it from dover to the last station den back to je.. OMG!!

nowadays my temper are all out of my hand man. omg. come on, control it! dis whole week was damn sianz for me. whole week was not feeling well. ROAR! hope tat tomolo i wil be fine and better cox is my FIRST TIME doing XIAO TIAN SHI!!! ^^. so excited man! go go go! chiong AR! YOU gonna be fine. go!

started to cherish u all further more than others. is a good or bad thing to do that??

2007-11-22T20:43:00.000+08:00

wow! finali found one day to update blog le.. ^^

dis whole week was damn busy nor.. zZz.

My sis sae dis looks lik ME!?

chiong to buy present, watch doraemon, debate stuffs. hehe. so tiring. everyday reached home 8+++. zZz. do tutorials, chiong reports. PORBLEMS facing again and again. i oso dunno why is it evloving abt me. haiyoyo. how i wish to return to the past. i like the past 18 years. but i hate the days in 18year-old. why is it lik tat? is it true tat i m really what deyi and zk sae?? prehaps ba.

i missed tose days. when i wan to laugh, i will laugh out loud. when i wan to cry, i will cry. I wan to do wat, i will do watever i wan. I feel much happier. i miss CEESXY. the simple life of mine was seriously influence and BRIGHTENED UP by them and every single one tat i hav. LOVE CEESXY. i really missd YOU ALL!! stupid dum-dum me still feel lik sticking to u all. seriously, if i hav another choice, i will definitely treasure u all much much more.

no matter how much i sob, i will never get back to the past anymore.

2007-11-10T18:56:00.000+08:00

wow.. watch my lucky star.. now both of my eyes are swollen man.. OMG. so touching. could feel the pain, bless, sweetness.. wow. suan tian kou la.. ZHONG TIAN QI!! so handsome, cute. haha.

ytd went to kbox w eva,xy, celia, zk, wz, sf, hz, dy, ellson, fish at je. quite bond de.. wee ^^! lots of pple rite. haha. at least dis work. BOND! wee. reach home ard 8+. now gonna tink of games for timeline.. cracking my brain now.. think think think..

2007-11-08T02:41:00.000+08:00

Loads of things happened these few days.. haha.. cant realli recall everything.

shall let the photo do the majority of the work.. wuahaha..

CHALET!!!

firstly we went to Tampiness Mall to buy ingredients. proceed to ren-u's hse. cook the mee fen and curry. haha. is CANNED curry. haha. went to the playgroud play and left jes alone behind (purposely. den was lik running. hha. *missed my childhood* bought bubble tea. den pack le. count the no of stops, 25 BUS STOP! on the way, counting the bus stops we passed. reach tere. was abit lost. luckily we saw others. den chiong up to see our roOm. den rest in the master bedroom. after tat, play "tai-ti". damn fun. after prep of bbq. sting-ray. wuahaha. den help out in starting fire. bluffing pple, the curry is we cooked. =P. heez. blahblahzZz. play mahjoug, chatting, singing old songs. end. wow! the guys prep ICE-CREAM for us as supper. SO NICE~! ^^. very NICE! one thumb up! not two thumbs, cox is meant for us, gals. GIRLS POWER!!

den chit-chat. went to see sun rise. cant manage to see. but saw crab. not me. ha. den went back to cook breakfast. blahblahz. went back home den. sleep all the way, wee^^

during the skool!!

On the way to do CIP

I FINALLI hav a SPONGEBOB EDITION MONOPOLY!!! WEE^^. SO DAMN DAMN CUTE man!! when u are playing, u can feel lik u are living in spongebob world. haha. pay money to build pineapple hse! haha. ^^. got treasure chest and life exchange. all so cute de. Patrick's, Mr Krab, Mrs Puff and many many more. haha. so cute. shall show it to ren-u they all and ethel they all someday. ^^

oh-dear! tese few days are mking my life interesting and excitment. ha. guessing and guessing. the results shall happened to show us someday, soOn!

2007-11-04T19:29:00.000+08:00

YEAH~! finalli i hav complete my e-learning!!!! wee^^~

dis week was damn freaking busy nor. haiyo. busy w CB matches, CBT, goin chalet, doing CD's 4 hours. OMG. update later of the day if i wan..

CAPTAINBALL WORX!! CADC's CAPTAINBALL TEAM even more ROCKS!!!!! WEEE^^

2007-10-29T20:24:00.000+08:00

so tired. e-learning's first day mus went back to skool. sianz. went to marina sq to hav our lunch, shall sae is full one. ^^ den went shopping ard.. as per normal, three of us crapping and joking ard. ha. went suntec. shop ard. den settled down at food-republic. wow. the wallpaper loOks realli real nor.. reach home ard 6+.. quite late de. This coming thrus is CHALET le.. gonna hav fun!! go go go!

THANKS aloads to tose pple who had tagged. i was just feeling down, emotional, mayb during that period too much things seems to be happening at one go.. i believe i wil feel much beta after a few days later.. ^^ THANKS! will jiayou for dis coming CB. yeah. even thou i didnt went in the match. but will be at the corner supporting u all de.. *pomg-pomg* heez. JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!

2007-10-26T22:13:00.000+08:00

hav cb match todae. we lost. shall not mention abt it le.. suddenli i cant really find where's my goal and where's movtiation?? i tried my best to movtiation them. to increase their movtiation, but it seems tat my movtiation has went to them and me, myself is decreasing..

changing of people is like the changing of weather. difficult to understand. sighed. people seems to be drifting away, the "distance" becomes further and further. people are busy over stuffs. scared and hate this feeling. tried my best to balance these 3 sides. and now, it is crushed, messy, shattered. i dunno what should be done next. voice out? or just continue like this?? making life to difficult, sad, emotional. why cant you be cheerful and THINK POSITIVE-LY!

come on, think positive think positive think positive. wished to went back to the past. i wan my very-own-self back. everything i can do, i had give in to you, forgive, understand and help you again and again. all you gave is all hurts hurts and hurts. told myself to hack care, shall hate you. but in the end i still believe in you. and this go again. i m tired of this. at this moment, wish to cry out and watch sad movies to get rid of this feeling.

but luckily,on the way home, i felt the warmth that the moon has give me. she as always there for me, no matter where i go, what i did, she will always follow me. and felt that i m not that lonely. at least she is always shining me, leading and guiding me in the way and be the guardian angel of mine! THANKS, there's the moon there for me. feel like hugging the moon. ^^

go go go! jiayou, TCT!

2007-10-20T23:45:00.000+08:00

wow tese few days was damn busy sia... having captain ball training on thurs and fri.. wa.. fun but tiring.. ytd having zhangkai, weizhuang, hanzhong, sansee, chung heng, guoliang, marilyn and others to stay back till very late to train us and get us prepared for the coming captain ball. MUS realli THANKS them, in order to tell us some tactics, even thou i might not be able to rmb all or understand. ha. but will try to do so... starting moral abit low. cant realli feel the fun in the game. eva and me was lik moral low, felt sobbing. but we still hang on. and yes! we did it. after tat was so called "teach" by them how to defend and attack ba.. wow. guys' actions are damn fast lahz. realli try my best to block le, but still, cant realli blocked them. OMG. gonna try hard man.

after training, we went to hav late dinner @ clementi. and reached home quite late. and jus drop dead on my bed..

todae morning was lik, finalli feel the pain on my leg. oh-mine. standing up hav prob, sitting down, goin downstairs, upstairs, squading down oao.. OMG. summore i tink dis pain will increase its level by tml. cox i m slower than others by one to two days. haha. aniwae, todae zac came and tuition for him. felt lik vomiting blood and banging my head against the wall. and he injured and dis-located my tortise's back leg.. ROAR! den was damn angry until shout at him. until he dun dare to move a single move. wuahaha. but is my tortise nehz.. my present nehz. gonna find one day to "banage" him and sew his dis-located leg back. haha. summore, todae cant realli do wat i wan to do. now everythings hav to push back. haiyoyo.. summore, tomolo he might coming again. oh-mine..

these few days, had too many things happened. left unspoken, un-clear, doubts, sudden incidents which i, myself, cant realli believe that. people change = weather change.. once again, the more i trust you, respect you, forgive you, the higher i go, the more pain i felt when you disappont me. once again, hurting myself deeper. Hack care whether you did and express to me, and hack care is what i can do, in order to stop me from being hurt. Avoid is the best solution.

next week, gonnna be a even more busy week for me man. dun hav time for me to worry dis and tat anymore. go go go!! JIAYOU, CT! ^^ chiong ar!

2007-10-12T20:43:00.000+08:00

damn bad day! BOOhoo! starting of the day was lik quite fun de. cox joke ard w renyu and jes mahz. den went to poly-center to play balls. from captainball to volleyball den to basketball.. quite fun de. at least i did sweat nehz. ^^. den chiong back klass. den after tat my mOod was lik damn bad. went to club saw ethel and her company. felt lik playing. but hav to limit myself to stop it. if not, i will be still continue de. went back to lesson, so damn moody and in a damn freaking bad mood. thou out the whole discussion, i was damn quiet and dun feel lik talking. den renyu and jes tink of drawing to mak me smile and renyu even mak a funny face for me.. haha. so sweet rite?!!! den i decide to cheer myself up and chiong ar!! GO GO GO!! i will be strong de! i jus need sometime. =3.

very sweet hor!! ^^. dis mak me feel tat doing things for them is worth it de nor.. heez. <3 them. ^^ dis single paper, maks me feel beta. thanz! CT, will jiayou de! wee~!

2007-10-11T21:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! TAI ZHANG KAI!!

on wed, on tat day, was a damn sianz day for me. feeling sianz diao. after the whole day of thinking, i really tink tat i might hav neglected u all.. so, i will try to stop going tere too often. Sorry to tose people who i had neglected. after debate. went to celebrate his bdae. haha. tok for awhile and play. den went home.

both of them hav brother-like face nor.. =D

dis is the onli photo, which everyone seems to be smiling. =3

SMILE, proudly present CADC INTERACTION CAMP o7/o8 PCs!! yeah~ *claps* ^^ woOhoO~!

todae went to hav CRS.. finding the articles. alamak. can mak me confused nor. luckily the first aricle was approved, and dun need to find again. phew*. went to lessons. zZz. hav kfc for lunch. nigel hav a small cockroach in his coca cola. o.O camoflague ia. oh-mine. den we was lik keep on stirng our drinks. haha. normal reaction. ^^. den went to lib. end up walking to workshop for prac.

den hav our prac. as usual i will lay ard and craps. luckily, dis time round got renyu and jes to joke with. and we can bully BOON KIAT, ah-gua (dao gua). and together we are the "dao" (bean in hokkien) kia family when we are dressed in lapcoat. me- dao-yee, ry- dao-gay (beansprout) and jes (dao-pok).. hehe. fun..

tomolo gonna play captainball w 1A23, GIRLS ONLI! haha.. >.< wee! PEOPLE RMB TO DRINK MORE WATER!!

"weird is the only word i can describe about the feeling when i didnt went down. and the feeling which i had before, is coming back to me again." SHOO!

2007-10-08T20:08:00.000+08:00

went to skool as normal. ytd nite cant realli sleep well. todae den realise sumtimes i realli mind wat people sae. during the 1st lesson, was lik chating for me and ethel. =X. didnt listen to lesson. den went to play carrom @ moblery together: 3 VS 1(rongcheng). the carrom board tere was lik quite rough until mus add powder. alamak. *club's carrom is recommended* den we walked to club to play carrom again. blahblah.

chiong to lesson again. zZz. dunno how to do alots of thingys man. OMG. struggling sia. shall not mention wat realli happen in klass. and after the lesson, i found out tat when someone was damn tall, i will feel abit of scare when toking to them. =3. ethel and me went to club. follow by eva. den went to play CAPTAIN BALL. ^^. so fun, even though perspire lik mad. haha. ^^. after tat went home le nor.. after tat sing club song until 8+.. haha.. i wanna learn guitar. thou i did very little struming of the starting of Oh carol. reach home, sing tose song while struming on my bag. wow is damn difficult to ooordinate nor. summore still need to sing, change cords, smile, eye contact, coordinate w CG and many more. OMG. jus imagaine tat weizhuang, shunfa, yu hwang and raymond. had went thou all tese. OMG~ PRO SIA! den i still lik during the period, was lik stressing them, asking them tese and tat. oh-mine. felt sorry abt wat i did durng the prep camp. i m a failure song-ic man. dont even noe how is the guitarists feeling.. haiyoyo. *bush*.

gonna draw stuffs. wee^^

2007-10-07T00:03:00.000+08:00

todae didnt went out, cox i m bankrupt-ed.. shall save money first. todae damn hot nor.. whenever, it seems to be raining, mother,sis and me was lik "Wa, good ar! Rain, Rain heavily." end up didnt rain at all. haha. rOar! i dun lik dis weather. i need rain... if u noe me well, u will noe why i lik cold weather rather than hot weaher.. (>.<)

oO-yeah! ytd was JESLYN's 17th Birthday man! woOhoO. and i was late again for my lesson. erm, chiong down my hse. end up 185 jus simply pass by in front of my eyes O.O. zZz. den found out tat forget to tak jes's umbrella. went back home again. end up jus step ped out of the lift, another 185 passed. rOar! den hav to wait for the bus again. untill i m late for the lesson again. i oso dunno how come i m sure a forgetful person nor.. haiyoyo.

den lesson. went to club to play carrom while waiting for lesson. end up competiting 3 (ry, jes and me) VS 1 (zhangkai). end up he won. eeee~haha. chiong back to lesson again. 3 of us was lik dun believe tat we cannot win Zk. wanna challenge again. end up, playing w hanzhong, raymond, weizhuang and zk again. YES!! we won raymond and weizhuang! wee~ but in the last round, we still lost by zk. he is luckily man. haha. aniwae GG (good game).

had a celebration of jeslyn's bdae in the klassroOm. blah blah. chiong to club hse again. met xy and ethel. went to bugis. chat abt gossips =X. haha. quite fun de. went to eat Hong wok. quite nice de. chat, crap, joke. many many many. after tat i went home first. cox was lik kana scolding by parents the day be4. heez. wow. heard tat eva and xy gonna be PC le. ^^. wondering will they feel the same feeling when i had agreed to be PC. haha. the feeling after being a PC is quite good.. haha.. shall sae is 7:3. hope tat they enjoy the procedures and the fruit of it, after doing it. wee^^.

tomolo gonna be another hot and thirsty day! DRINK more water!! and RAIN MORE!

2007-10-04T21:43:00.000+08:00

woW~ xiao ZHu LUO ZHI XIANG!! so damn damn charming, handsome, cute and funny.. now his new song is out! hao shuai wor. dancing makes him loOks coOl and handsome. OH MY GOD! *faint* pause the song below and watch dis damn damn shuai and cool video by xiao zhu! woOhoO!

2007-10-04T20:31:00.000+08:00

todae was oso not a realli goOd day for me. having very very bad, hot-temper dis fw days. ROAR. for CRS, i got into SA. wuahah. lucily i hav ry and rac to company me. heez. went to hav lesson again. during ho thiam aik lesson, we had snacks in klass man. =D. den went to FC3 hav lunch. so damn freaking hot man. it was damn hot until my file and bag became quite warm de. haha. unbelieveable. chiong to prac. quite fun de. but not as fun as IO chem's prac. heez. went to club. chat w rac. =). den went to IMM w ethel. bought the umbrella. wuahaha. went home. gonna find more new songs. "Searching searching searching searchng, i'm always searching [echo:se-arching]." haha. and i must now annouced, TAN CHENG TENG was bankrupt! *stomp*

how could people speaking words which brings hurt to people arond them. DO they know that they, themself, are hurting people or making people pissed off when they did that. SHIT YOU! i hate this sort of people man! YUCKS! EEEE! Please think whatever you are saying, bfore you start hurting and pissing people man! ROAR!

SHOO- go far away. dun come back to me and never ever come near me. i hate dis kinda feeling man.

2007-10-02T20:09:00.000+08:00

O-a.. ytd went to airport to pick my aunt up.. and took some photos. wee

dis naughty boy of mine ^^

AIRPOAT TERMINAL 2

dis water-cool use by sensor nt by using hands. coOl~

while waiting for her mother outside. tat sweet rite ^^

does it looks lik a goldfish in a bowl?? actualli is a dumpling. =P

2007-10-02T19:49:00.000+08:00

begin to lik my GEMS le... heez. found out alots of stuffs. and lesson, the lecturer sae tat Temper is yr parents' genes and according to the external reasons. the main category of temperament are Sanguine, choleric, melancholy and phlegmatic. when the lecturer is saying the temperament of tese. alot of pple pop out of my mind man, esp zhangkai. haha. he is definitly belongs to SANGUINE! haha.. celia and i strongly agreed man. haha. hav quite alot of fun in the lesson bah. mayb is high than wat i expect de. =)

den went to lesson. use computer again nor. sianz. i hate it man. den do calculation all tose. den went out w klassmates to orhard. todae was not my day man. i hav a very extreme moOdy day man. i oso dunno why. i was quiet-er as expect to normal days man. lots of questions popping out of my mind. i do hav regrets. wat shall i sae. i realli dunno. i suddenli felt tat everything seems to be changing. mayb i had changed. OMG! i realli dunno wat to do and wat to say abt it. might be mood swing, senitive, negative attidue and emotional (as wat my weakness are). i tink i need a rest ba. NO worries!! shall find back myself someday. wuahaha.

You see me as a personlity, but not my character. wuahaha. I AM A DAMN FREAKING EXTREME BAD PERSON!! =3

2007-09-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

Zac came my hse to stay for 2nites man. haha. took quite a number of photos. haha. e is sO cute lahz. bu oso very very NAUGHTY! naughty unil my blood are boiling man. went to bugis together w him, mother and sis. bought stuffs lahz. and tomolo is CHILDREN'S DAY MAN! since i was sec1, i didnt celebrate for so damn long le. still rmb tat Ms christine will bought us children's day presents. haha. so happy. haha. how i wish i m still a kid. hmmm.

wow~ so fast, one week of skooling just simply passed. OH-MINE! shall i sae tat as compared to sem1. the feeling of goin to skool is totally dfferent le. haha. now the modules and lessons in dis stage seems to be difficult to concentrate. OH-mine! my level of concentration is still decreasing man. every single lesson seems to be a sleeping lesson for me man. haha.

hope tat from the next week onwards, dis shall not happen again. PLEASE PLEASE! tese days felt lik rotting, and begin to think else-things. ha. tat stupid of me lahz. wondering why will i think in dis way man. alamak. *bush myself* WAKE UP MAN! dn leave in the past man. *.*. and stop tat thinking of yours man.

Live in your life in the style u want man. MOVE IT! Move on e no regrets! GO GO GO! JIAYOU, CT!! CHIONG AR!

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY TO EVERY SINGLE LITTLE CHILDREN IN SINGAPORE! STAY CHEERFUL, INNOCENT, CUTE AND SMILE SMILE SMILE!!

2007-09-29T22:07:00.000+08:00

went to skool for the lessons. same old things happened everyday. den went to hav BIG BREAKFAST. while chatting, suddenli RY saw one snail w/o the shell crawling out from the "bush". OMG!! digusting sia. den i intend to save it from pple stting on it or wat. end up, it was so stickly den i giv up. haha.. now i noe how brave is jiabei catching lizard w her bare hand. O.O. haha..

den went for lesson again. went to lib to sleep. went to club to find ethel. saw EGUENE and JIAMING at FC3. haha. finalli saw my campers. heez. den continue playing a majong style of UNOS. haha. quite fun de. ha. chiong back to lesson again. after tat chiong back to club for debate stuffs.

for the prep session be4 the debate, went to klass to arrange tables and chairs. the feeling while arranging tables and chairs for 5A for our exams are back! haha.. quite fun de. during the event, i find out tat receptionist was not a easy job man. chairperson and timekeeper too. Oh-mine. every role had an important part man. haiyoyo. while doing the things, chit-chat session. haha. find out abt CA's stuffs. sounds fun. shall ask FUHUA to join in too. haha. shall let my sis be the radio of her klass. wuahaha. during the debrief, suddenli felt tat weiyi seems to be very stress. Oh-mine.

after tat went to clementi to hav our dinner. den went home. i saw the moon on the way, it is still so nice. den i recall tat tere's one little gal sitting beside her mother toking to herself. den she was asking herself, why is tat moon following me. so cute nor. den suddenli she singing wat da wu gui xiao wu gui de song. OH-MINE! haha. when i reach home, find out tat my mother had washed my KUKU-tortoise. saw it hanging on the bamboo pole. sO CUTE ^^!! haha. when it is dry, it shall smell so nice. ^^

so cute rite. it seems to be flying nor. haha. UNDER-"tortoise" to the rescue! =D

dis is taken on wed de. haha. tat "tortoise" bag belongs to CJ. haha. i noe i m bad. haha. looks lik ninja's. haha =P.
i missed tose days. =3.

2007-09-27T20:33:00.000+08:00

WOW~! tomolo is debate's Quarder round 1. wuahaha.

was late for the CRS lesson. phew, luckily the lecturer didnt sae anything. haha. i hate LC lesson.. roar! erm, chiong for the next klass. blah blah. nowadays, i spend alots. shit man. haiyoyo. Papers papers papers. spending most of the money on tese PAPERS and the photocopy fees. argh~! went to hav kfc w klassmates. chat w them. shall try to mak myself free for the coming chalet man. gonna plan a FUN one together w nigel.. den mus mak sure jes and lexter will go.. wuahaha. RY, jes and rac sae i will be damn noisy in chalet if i go.. shall prove to them. i will be quiet de! jk jk. i dun tink so ba. >.<

went to play the "caramin"-dunno how to spell. heez. play until lik mad nor. laugh until lik no-one is tere in the whole of SAC. haha. i love my two "earthworms". wuahaha.. tat's fun man. so happy at tat moment. chiong to lesson again. liew. i dun lik tat stupid lecturer. seems to be making things sound BIG, but actualli is a small stuffs. i guess my days in the lab are boring and boring le. cant play ard in the lab. zZz.

went to club to get LOA. end up playing "caramina". heez. play until "red I----N boy" came and play w me. together zachery, bensons, travis and cassandra. hehe. den end up onli me and ethel playing and our board can be moved. wuahaha. gonna go down to play again w ry, jes and rac again. and hav a crazy round man!! woOhoo~!

2007-09-24T22:47:00.000+08:00

first day in skool was lik zZz. for the very first lesson of the ery first day of the sem, our lecturer was late for 30min!! Oh-mine. *hitting at the forehead*. den he still sae pple can be late latest by 8.30. dis means tat everyone will be late too nor. alamak. den for his lesson was lik damn sianz nor..

after tat, went to JP. OMG! i realise tat i m still in the camping mood man. i m still as high i can. haha. dum dum. actualli wanna watch underDOG. end up the timing will crush w the lesson we had. cant watch le. blah blah. chiong for the lesson. while goin back, saw JIAMING!! haha. such a long long time nv saw him le. haha.

chiong to lesson. end up fell asleep during the lesson, until tat lecturer called my name. at tat moment, i was lik "huh??". den jus raise my hand up high. haha. half-way of the lesson, my whole heart was not concentrating at all. is at the CADC clubhse le. OMG. ethel oso hav the same feeling nor. so excited to go tere. ahah. went in the hse. was lik so familiar nor. hope tat dis kinda feeling shall lasts long ba.. haha. haiyoyo. ^^ den wash the canvas. quite fun de. heez. after tat GM le.

after GM, went to hav kfc together w ethel, eva and xy. chat for quite long ba. heez. time pass so damn fast lahz. tat's all for todae. =3

YEAH! tomolo MOon cake festival le. wee~!! our meeting place.... CANAL!! YEAH~! Candles!, fire-crackers, here i come!! ^^

2007-09-23T13:17:00.000+08:00

woke up todae tot of goin SP to prep camp. haha.. but the camp had end-ed. haha. OMG. suddenli felt tat some parts of my "root" are partially planted tere, which maks me feel lik goin down. OMG. haha.. =D last time, when i was not in debate com, i dun lik to come down to club de. after IC, the feeling of goin down to the club is different le. =).

chat w ethel ytd nite. chat abt the camp and during the camp. haha. quite funny de. luckily she still get some ideas from wat i sae, even thou my voice is lik all pitching at the wrong pitch.. heez. and oso find out tat i slept for 14 hours when i reached home after the camp. heez. i break my record man. woOhoO~!

wee~ SKOOL REOPEN tml! wee ^^. gonna met RY, jes and 1B23, not i mean is 1A23 (er, sounds abit weird). YEAH~! den oso gonna go club tml. ^^. so happy for tml. O-lei~

2007-09-22T12:15:00.000+08:00

wow! ytd cae back from chalet. wuahahaha. the feeling of doing a camp of yr own is damn GREAT!! haha. emhem. shall tok abt it..

Adanved Day
had to reach skool at 8. soO tiring man. moving objects and stuffs up and down. to bus, jetty, boat, st john den to campsite. tiring trip man. esp tose guys. get everything done. den place newspaper at the windows. had our lunch. blah blah. den play frequency games. had our bath. was quite surprise de. haha. den had a VERY DELICIOUS DINNER. WESTERN FOOD. nv went to a camp which their dinner is western de nor. haha. the COOKS ROX. and tell ethel that i wan to BE A COOK too! cox i love preparing food and cooking food. wuahaha. overall F&N is stilling flowing in my blood. haha. but not coursework. haha. aftertat debrief. blah. SHARING section. hope tat i didnt sae anything tat bring hurts to them. and again. majority pple sae i m SLOW, blur and NAG-LY. Oh- mine. for the whole night of rest, cant realli enjoy my sleeping. cant sleep at the start, cox in my mind there are campers, indoor&intereaction games and alots of "If-s". alamak. den finalli in my La-la dream.

DAY 1
woke up in the morning, had our breakfast. den walked to jetty to welcome campers. so excited when walking to jetty. knew tat we onli ha 11cmpers and all are guys. abit sian diao. but still, put in effort to entertain them lahz. had our very first game, da feng chui. Oh-mine, felt difficult man. den drawing mascot and cheers. kept on entertain them. haiyoyo. den quite tired de. suddenli feeling lik yawning. end up yawning half-way, was spotted by yiyang. haha. den was lik keeping the yawning back. haha. after tat, ethel went back to S'pore. hope tat she is doing fine now.

den felt my selene was abit not so noisy. start to mak some noise to mak them interact. end up spill abit of water onto my member. haha. dum dum sia. haha. felt sorry for tat. haha. continue w all tose stuffs. had lunch le. play frequency games w selene. try to mak them felt entertain at all times. played outdoor games. and we cant get wet. sianz. not fun de. wuahaha.had song session, out very very first session w the campers. so excited and abit stress-up. luckily i hav wanteng and janet tere to solve for me. ha. during the session, we had MIUs to support us! den become very high le. they had their dinner. den suddenli hav some miscom. cox indoor things are not done yet. so og and settle. luckily hav weiyi and his MIu to set up. phew. den play the no. square. hope tat they enjoy ba. and debrief w selene, and warn them, dun wake up too earli. shall sae is dun set alarm clock. lights out. and debriefing.

DAY 2
woke up in the morning. did PT w them. den i cant run. cox got sprain on my right leg. luckily is not a serious one. still can walk fast. phew. end up, got camper got injuried. Oh-mine, tat's painful. haha. they had their breakfast. was quite touch when the camper will save some food for u. haha. felt so touch. and dis maks me feel lik doing more things for them. ^^. and felt tat is worth it. den play games in order to drag the time. i noe is sianz. some campers show tat thye are sianz on their faces. luckily got zhangkai tere to tink of indian poker, and murder. but end up i stare into blanks. suddenli, felt abit guilty. cox pple down at the bench and telematch, was under the sun. and me, in the indoor, staring blank.

play scissor paper stone. den the skeleton things, luckily zhangkai tink of blindfolding them and shattering the skeleton on the floor together w newsaper. and we go and di siao them. and mak them confuse. wuahaha. den cant rmb much le. haha. den went to telematch. i felt tat they realli enjoy alot under the sun. they lik outdoor. haha. all the MIUs and weizhuang kana sunburnt. o.O. the camper oso nv complain anyting abt the superman slide. the highlight man. haha. went to bench game, end up saw shunfa. he is the most liddat case i saw man. so red. haiyoyo. campers oso enjoy the bench game too. haha. den wash up.

after the washup, is campfire. very nervous nor. keep on worried tat they cant see me. haiyo. den was quite worried de. onli felt lik crying for the last 3 songs, but told myself not and not sob in front of them. the campfire lik tat end. everyone was tired and guitarists are all wet. campers felt tired and sianz. den i cant do anything. end up chiong bac kto campsite. at tat time, my leg is much better le. den go chiong up the slope. haha. den buffet. was quite happy tat campers will tok to us back too. den sit beside us. den ha food fight nor. den campers oso join in. haha. fun man. den had first impression. alot of pple wrote, blur, sotong, ZHI HIGH!! Oh-mine. haha. den disco night. was damn tired le. den cant sleep before campers. den no choice to dance nor. haha. den disco night become k-box session. heard tat we can sleep le. den chiong to sleep.

DAY 3
debrief them. move stuffs again. luckily dis time round hav some campers volunted to help. haha. nice of them, esp selene. wee~! den went back to sp. had lunch before debrief w seniors. during the debrief,alots of shooting between seniors. aiyoyo. when saw yiyang cried, almost cried together w him. is obvious tat the seniors are bias to him and lots bah. even thou i dun know him well, heard tat he help alots of stuffs in camp. end up cooks sae he didnt help them and etc. hope tat things will solve bah. luckily didnt cried in the debrief and during the camp. YEAH!!

den went to pack some stuffs in the club. den went home. NO REGRETS for putting in so much efforts in dis camp for all tese 3 mths. haha. YEAH man! felt so happy. and now my freedom s back to me again. wee~. but i will miss tose days in the club doing the equipments and prep camp. wonder if i dint went to the club, will i feel weird when skool reopen? cox during the two rest days before the camp, i already felt abit weird weird le. haha. OMG.

skool gonna reopen soOn man. oh mine oh mine. haha!

2007-09-17T14:19:00.000+08:00

wow~! my camp is left w one day man!! woOhoO~! felt excited, scared, mixed feeling bahz. i oso dunno why.. mayb becox i felt tat i hav already neglect quite a no of pple le bah, jus becox of dis prep camp. i felt quite sad and felt lik goin to solve the things. I M REALLY SORRY! i dunno wat should i do lahz. i noe i promise u all to go, end up i didnt go. i m sorry.

woW~ i finalli finish my INDOOR & interaction GAMES!!! WEE~ hope tat i didnt miss anyone of them bahz. after chionging the reports, packing of equipments, doing all tose song list in for song sessions, now was definitely damn freaking relaxing. except for my song list for actual camp. ROAR!

thru out dis camp, i learnt quite a no of stuffs. During the 3 weeks prep camp, did tot of giving up things. luckily i hav pple out there to encourage me!! THANKS THANKS THANKS!! ESP JANET!! SO NICE OF HER!! and i oso noe that i m a DA TOU XIA, which my mother always describe me. Janet was patient to teach me, encourage me, cheer me up, reminding me to smile during song session. i realli THANK HER ALOTS AND ALOTS MAN!! cried on tat nite, mainly becox of her.

den i oso found out tat i was damn weak lahz. cried so many times for dis camp. haiyoyo! WEAK! dis was my first time crying for a camp man. alamak. so ma lu sia.

For dis camp o7/o8, i mus sae my camp chief, TAI ZHANG KAI, is a damn freaking BEST camp chief man. he being scolded and stress by alot, and indoor&interaction seems to be draging his schedule. I realli wan to apologise to him abt it. Thanks i hav him as thecamp chief man. he tends to protect his PCs and think of the welfare of his PCs, end up being scolded or lectured by seniors. even though he looks happy and slacking all the times, but he was chionging and helping us to solve a lots of prob le. sumtimes, i can feel the stress he carried, tat's during the discussion be4 teachers' day, i cried. haha, i noe i m weak. but sumhow felt abit touch by wat he did lahz. haha. I m proud to hav dis camp chief. hehe.

as for ETHEL, (T P P) she had done a great job le, so hope tat she will not think tat she is unable to help in anything. but actualli, u had done LOADS LE, ETHEL!! DONT THINK TOO MUCH LE!! JIAYOU! go go go!!

tomolo was our advanced day le. OMG!! hope tat every thing will run out smoothly and campers enjoy themselves alots.

i SHALL NOT GIV UP, CHIONG AR,CT!!!

2007-08-28T22:21:00.000+08:00

wow~ second day of the holidae. OM~ todae chiong for the game proposal.. sianz. no no.. i tink from tomolo onwards, i gonna sae goin to skool is for FUN not sianz.. dis will make me feel beta and wanting to go back. but people tere are not realli making me to feel like goin back. haha. mayb need more time bah.. goin back maks me feeling more and more stress man. hehe.. found out that todae i had did a bad thing. i told wz to help ethel and stop playing games, cox i saw her struggling mahz. so i help out by calling him to help out. he seems to be abit of unhappy lahz. haiz.

JIAYOU!!!

now i m done with indoor and interaction. wee^^!

2007-08-27T21:29:00.000+08:00

well well well.. todae went back to skool for camp stuffs. proposal not done yet.. ROAR! felt quite weird in the start, but ending was quite okay de bah. mayb tomolo wlll be beta?

i noe sometime i will like questioning stuffs tat i wonder or i dunno, tat's why i ask mahz. i really dun understand lahz. felt tat i m not myself and starting of the day is sian diao liao nor.. and i m tired of it man. haiyo. mayb i hav to try to remain calm and do watever i can bah. wondering will i regret for taking up dis?? mayb after all camp le, i shall get the ans. Just hav to bear w it. after the whole thing is done, all this shall end and i shall forget watever things i had done. ^^wee! JIAYOU! U CAN DO IT DE! JIAYOU!

ALL THE WAY man! gonna chiong my proposal.

wat shall i do?? shall i go? haiyoyo!!

2007-08-25T10:02:00.000+08:00

2007-08-25T09:08:00.000+08:00

was tagged by SHIYUN!!

List out the top 5 presents you wish for:
`PASS all the modules i have for all the three years in SP
`HAVE a lorry of $100 dollar SINGAPORE notes!
`Hav all my friends around me and will never feel lonely before..
`BEST health and bless to all pple, esp friends, family and me!
`BEST wishes to me!

The person who tagged you is:
CHAN SHI YUN - CEESXY

Your relationship with her/him is:
MORE than FRIENDSHIP -- SISTAS

Your 5 impression of him/her:
Helpful,caring, being bullied by pple, kind and you li mao

The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
Company with me when i m feeling down. THANZ!

The most memorable words he/she had said to you:
loads! cant realli rmb

If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
IMPOSSIBLE! unless i m a lass. he-he *joking*

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
NO-NO. we quarrel before. but Forgive and forget, no hurt feelings

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
misunderstanding and miscommunication

The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
Hug her and thanks her for being my best super bestie in my life!

Your overall of him/her is:
GREAT!!

How do you think people around you will feel about you?
senitive, emotion, crazy, noisy, talkative, rough(chu lu, dum-dum bah. any more??

The characteristic(s) you love of yourself is/are:
<3 to laugh, crap, slack, hack care stuffs
Love making pple laugh and see them laugh
I LIKE THE WAY I M! -mayb. haha.

On the contrary, the characteristic(s) you hate of yourself is/are:
sentive and emotional

The most ideal person you want to be is:
WONDER-woman! haha. It's ok. i can be myself. haha. cox my life is full of memories.

For people that care and like you, say something to them:
ThankS thanks! Thans for being part of my life. YOU ALL REALLY BRIGHTENED UP MY LIFE MAN! U ROCKS the house!

Pass this quiz to 10 pple that you wish to know how they feel about you:
` Jeslyn
` Renyu
` Rachel
` Shimin
` Hontat
` YongAnn
` She en
` anyone?

When was the last time you had a chat with No.3?
Yesterday? talk abt exam or mayb chalet stuffs

what kind of music band does No.8 like?
dunno, cox he/she is anyone

Does No.1 has any siblings?
NAH

will you woo No. 3?
haha. i m not a lass

How about No. 7?
i m not a laxx

Is no. 4 single?
not tat sure. haha

What's the surname of No. 5?
TOH

What's the name of No. 10?
Dunno. No 10 guy (di shi hao nan sheng)

What's hobby of No.4?
Playing computer games ba

Do no. 5 and no 9 get along well?
YES! no.9 is blank. sO is HONTAT's beau =D

Where is No.2 studying at?
Sp-CLS DCP. if i dunno, can use my head to bang against the wall

talk something casually about no.1?
LG.. haha. was hock on to computer. <3 her computer lots. haha.

Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8?
the name is leave blank. i shall place HE JUN XIANG. alamak.

Where does No.9 live at?
Somewhere in Singapore

what colour does No.4 likes?
not tat sure =X

Are No.5 and 1 best friendS?
NAH. different school and different district. haha

Does no.7 likes No.2?
dunno. mayb i can intro

How do you get to know no.2?
by borrowing her pen.. haha.

Does no.1 have any pets?
Nah. onli neo-pet ba

Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
haha.. i will definitely laugh until siao..

wee^^ done!!

2007-08-24T20:38:00.000+08:00

HOORAY!! EXAMS ARE ALL OVER! and i m FREE to watch TV!! ^^

didnt complete all chapters tat i surpose to study.. haha. sianz. as usual de. ytd nite tot of those memories i had in FUHUA in all tese 5years. wow~ aload of things happened man. haha. i really can list out the events i had went through w my CEESXY, 1F(2oo2)- 5A(2oo6).. all the "sour sweet bitter hot" memories, ma lu stuffs i hav went through, some touching moments i rmb, lik wenbin piggy-back the injuried vester to the front pouch, process of preparation of TEACHER's DAY, the presentation, gradation day.. so many many more. feel lik hugging them.. haha. cheering for each other, comforting, celebrating load loads.. OF course, tere's agruement between us but this had strengthen the relationship. ^^. i realli missed tose days!! i oso found out that everyone of us had GROW UP!! grow up to be strong, mature and changing to beta. and here i m, didnt change bahz. ha. i realli missed CEESXY!!

abt todae! went to bugis w ethel. she bought loads of stuffs man. haha. i bought 3-tee. such a long time, didnt meet up w each other. haha. hope to hav more days to go out w them! xinyi met us at bugis. den went walking ard. they chiong to watch SECRET at west mall. i tink i shld'nt watch too much movie. ending up onli i had watch all tose movies tat they wanted to watch.

happened to read ren-U's blog and felt tat LOVE is a very terrible, horrible vegetable thing!(my opinion) being a guy is much much BETA.. haha. IF i m a guy, i will do aload of things to make the girl i lik to be HAPPEY! lik wat i watch and saw in TV drama. haha.. tat's fun man. but too bad i m a GIRL! so lei chey. haha. but wat if after todae, i had change to a guy after a night rest.. OMG!!! i will scream lik hell or mayb faint. haha.. *ah-bush* alamak..
WAKE UP!! still day-dreaming... RELAXATION I M COMING!!!

2007-08-21T17:36:00.001+08:00

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2007-08-21T16:56:00.000+08:00

WEE~! went to hav HOT PLATE for my LUNCH!! ZINGO! nice. wenr tere together w ethel, xiuping, fang fang and Jes. hehe. quite fun de... den walk to IMM shopping. exactly nothing much happened. den went home. wee~ had the last second test CHECKED! last test to goO! JIAYOU!

tese few days were havin nightmares man. aiyoyo. MAY ALL THIS BE MY DREAMS FOREVER. and DUN COME TRUE!! N-O!

hey, gal! now i can feel how u are feeling nowadays or the past few days, after reading yr blog and heard from ethel. you STILL HAV ME and CEESXY!! The only thing i can do for you is to hope that everything turns out to be very extreme-ly fine for you!! u hav to tak care and be strong! U must be feeling down now or maybe at times. U can always come approach ME!! CEESXY shall unite!! TAKE CARE!! JIAYOU!! NO matter wat happened or wat choice you make, CT and CEESXY shall always support you!

2007-08-17T18:27:00.001+08:00

erm, dun feel lik studying. soO damn freaking bored. jus watch RUSH HOUR 3. not bad, quite funny de. hehe. den went home, watch why why love. sO nice. den recieve the "LOVE" letter from T.P.P.. so happy. haha. hope tat you are oso doing fine amd shall meet up soon.. haha. so sweet of u! *muacks*. haha. and went to ry's blog and took the test. I belong for EARTH. quite true de. haha. but not the last sentence. hehe...

This is the 'LOVE' letter from T.P.P!! (^^.)

TO T.P.P: i will do it de!! YOU too, okay! JIAYOU! FIGHTING! with LOVE, CT

2007-08-17T11:24:00.000+08:00

Lysic of GOTTA GO ON MY WAY!

Gabriella: uh, huh, Troy, Listen
I gotta say what's in my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away

Troy:
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?

Gabriella:
What about trust?

Troy:
you know I never wanted to hurt you

Gabriella
What am I supposed to do?

Gabriella:
and what about me?

Gabriella:
I gotta leave but I'll miss you

Troy
I'll miss you

Gabriella
so
I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy
Why do you have to go?

Gabriella:
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy:
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella:
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now

Troy:
I want you to stay

Gabriella:
I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy:
What about us?

Gabriella:
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy:
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella:
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way

heard dis song from val. VERY NICE!

2007-08-17T10:18:00.000+08:00

WOW~ CONGRATS! I HAV DONE TWO TESTS badly (worse-ly) and TWO MORE TEST TO GO!! JIAYOU!!

the whole of dis week, my brain now are feel w maths and chemicals. gonna deleted it away and placed it in recycle bin. he-he.. after the freaking maths, went out to bugis w RY and jes for RELAXATION! aha. on e way, saw xiao jia both of them. den went makan first. cox hungry man is a angry man. den went to hav baked rice. the tables are toast-shape so cute. went to neo-print shop to tak some FOC pics. haha.

den went to shop. saw quite alot of cute stuffs. den went shopping. eat some junk food together and sharing each other's food while shopping. missed tose days sharing stuffs w CEESXY. ='( hoping that they are doing fine. JIAYOU le! den went on shopping. RY bought one blouse(Pokdot)and bling blin slippers. Jes bought one bermudas. and for me, i bought one blouse(plain)and "newspapers" bag. haha. ORANGE AGAIN! (^^.) jes and me bought pencil and ry bought a pen. very cute de! ^^

todae gonna go watch "rush-hour". gonna chiong CPPB and microbio for dis coming week. JIAYOU! YOU CAN DO IT!

2007-08-11T20:38:00.000+08:00

wow~ amazing man. slept til 12.30 and continue sleeping from 2-4+. wow. haha. had alot of bad dreams durng the sleeping until 12.30. hope tat it will NEVER EVER COME TRUE!!

ytd went to watch SECRET w ry and jes. went PS watch de. hav a nice time chatting at ljs. hehe. Starting of the movie, find it weird and sweet de. at the back, erm. can sae is abit scary and sad de bah. but overall okay okay bah. hehe. den we went to Centerpoint, Heeren and B1 of cine. hehe. bought one perfume. sO ex man. my heart had a hole and my pocket's hole is even bigger. Oo-mine. aiyoyo. summore wondering whether to go the chalet, cox it falls on fridae, saturdae. but den hav to conc on camp stuffs.. mus chiong for the camp things.

now crazy over WHY WHY LOVE!! Wang Zhuan YI and HE JUN XIANG!! sO handsome! ^^. todae haven even start revising nor. aiyoyo. dis coming tues le. aiyoyo. spent the whole of todae sleeping. haiyo. soO mus JIAYOU LOR!!! GO, CHIONG CT!! you can do it! FIGHTING!

Forgive me if i hav done things that might hurt you. I will still believe that you will change. but if you feel like that why you hav a need to change, you shall know your limits. and know my limits.

2007-08-09T17:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!! wee ^^!! todae cant go out =(. cant met them up. they gonna watch the fireworks. mother dun let me go. and i m broke le and having last presentation to go for tomolo. sianz. the whole day staying at home. while others wearing RED-tee to celebrate National Day.

ytd was IVAN'S Bdae! start off the day very earli by 7++ and meet them at 8++. den went to makan. went to the bench. same things but guys buried ivan and yingliang in the sand. we mak a sand-cake and drew "happy birthday" on the sand for ivan . and i got a VERY minor small little tiny cut on my "jiao-ban". haha. den went on by playing frez-bie. dis time round we didnt play captainball. went off pom-pom.

went back to Spore island by the tram. wow. first time taking lahz. hehe. went food republic makan again. REGRETS for goin in and REGRETS REGRETS for buying the laksa udon. NOT NICE DE, still so EX! liew. $7.90 for one bowl of laksa. haiyoyo. felt abit sorry cox help they all buy and summore quite ex de and not tat nice. =P. after tat went to celebrate ivan's bdae. ate the cake and sang bdae song to himself. guessing the present they bought de, so funny. haha.

chiong to chinatown's kbox. waliew. i accidently spilled the lemon tea on the carpet lah after being scare by the advertisement of "alone". i oso dun understand why i sO scare abt the advertisement lahz. but it seems tat everytime i saw it, it was lik eye-contact nor. aiyoyoyo. dunno how to describ the fear lahz. dum-dum sia. aiyoyo. went to hav our dinner. saw tat guy(goldlion). haha. i missed tose days at tere. haha. den chiong back home. ^^ ytd was not my day man!

every single things that did to me, is making me sick and tired. Hack Care is what i can do now, in order to protect myself for putting high hopes on you and end up dropping down and pain lik hell. so forgive me for neglecting you or left-you-out. Is you the one who makes me felt so disappointed and speechless.

2007-08-06T22:30:00.000+08:00

wow~ todae had jus passed simply lik tat.

went to skool did excel PBL. and tot of looking for the microbio lecturer for the results. end up all forget abt it. the excel was damn difficult to understand and investigate. aha. 1b23 mus JIAYOU! ethel's co also!! FIGHTING!

after went to hav lunch w jes and rac at RC5. oso crapping bah. hehe.den went home. hehe. met bird bird on the bus!! (^^ .) reach home, stoned and rotted on the sofa. den listen to music. and i HATE MY HAIR NOW! arghh~. regrets regrets regrets! THOMAS!!! (T T.)

i gonna hack care every single thing u do. dis will maks me feel beta ba. sO mus JIAYOU! wuahaha.. .

2007-08-06T00:17:00.000+08:00

missed tose days.. . . .

the time when we went ZOO, while we are surposed to sudy for "o"s

Days we celebrate bdae!

went to Dog show 2007 when "O"s are ard the corner!!

missed tose days!! too dis coming holidae are unable to go outing or chalet w them. gonna do camp stuffs. =(

had my haircut todae. i regret for not finding thomas. saded ='( liew! tere gone my hair. sob. no choice but to wait for it to grow LONGER! todae went to imm shopping. bought quite a number of things. heez. and i finalli bought one checker shorts. wee~.

tml dun need to go to skool. yippee. but need to went to skool again to do excel pbl. zZz. JIAYOU! and chiong! haha. btw ytd's BBQ wa quite fun. even though quite a number of pple was emo-ing. wondering why. cant upload pics. however, the 4 of us (celia, ethel, eva and CT) were not emo-ing. and we were crapping here and there. went home quite late. left @ 10++ ba. everyone was quite tired and some slept. and crappig and joking in the train. hehe.

gonna chiong for presentation again and proposal dis week. JIAYOU, everyone mus JIAYOU! we can do it de!

try my best to hang on to it!

2007-08-03T23:54:00.000+08:00

wOws! finalli finish doing all stuffs. i was scare tat i wld forward module man. aiyoyo. dis week was packed man. aiyoyo.

todae had excel, which was struggling all the test. haiyo. den IDEAS, finalli over le! end the presentation w the lkk's SMILE =D. ^^. den went to city hall. shop and kbox. Okay, quite high de lahz. heez. den chiong back to SP for meeting. meeting until now. first time staying in SP unti soO late. so scary man. sigh~

what happened to you?
Try to act smart?
Trying to be middle-man?
now people are looking at you as a BAD, worse person.
Nobody even bother about you whether u are "live" or "dead".
Told you not to trust *** and putting high hopes on ****
Always thought that of giving you chanceS.
End up, everyone seems to be using you and then place you aside.
PLEASE LAHZ!!! WAKE UP LAHZ!! STOP putting HIGH HOPES. Wipe off those emo-droplets
WAKE UP!

In this 4-5months in poly, i realli learn aloads of stuffs. sick and tired of certain stuffs. Giving up hopes on certain stuffs. feel lik hack-ing all the stuffs. i shall keep myself busy to ease all those dum-dum things and throw it far FAR away from me! fighting, CT! and of course, I DO CHERISH *YOU ALL!

Is voicing out the best way to solve miscommunication?? lik wat chung heng said, if u didnt voice out, the anger and unhappiness will increase and will not stop. If YES, i shall giv it a try when i really really cant tolerant anymore or expand to my limits.

gonna "erupt" at anytime.

2007-07-29T16:40:00.000+08:00

ytd went out together w ry and jes. wa liew~ raining sia. and onli jes hav umbrella. =S. den we squeeze together to place our heads in the umbrella. aha. summore my head was big lahz. haha. den walk to cine. den end up goin to Kbox. such a long time, goin in Kbox in small grp. last time was together w CEESXY. aha. and we went to ta bao ljs up. aha. eat in k secretly. haha. went on singing nor.

after tat, we walk to Tangs. crap along the way. ate our dinner tere. Tori Q. heez. went home. on the way back home, one boy was sleepy and den he lies on my arm. aha. sO CUTE. ha. tat's all ba. hehe. now gonna chiong for projects and test le. This coming saturadae, gonna catch the sneak preview of secrets and gonna go to east coast BBQ. ^^wee. EAST COAST!!

why are u stilling thinking ***?? stupid dumdum. no point! STOP day-dreaming. *ah-bush*

2007-07-27T23:08:00.000+08:00

todae was SPtunes. hOOray! did quite a no of things, rehearsal, craps and jokes inside usher, probs during inside usher. making yrself buzz and companied will maks u forget things. and last but not least, *drum hitting* tada! WELL DONE, ETEHL!!! yippee! GREAT JOB! findin our more stuffs are coming up to me man. planning of songs, song prac, song session, proposal, CPPB ppt, excel.. ROAR! so many things undone! aiyoyo!

todae i was facing my -sway-ology all day man. earli in the morning, missed one bus and late for lesson. Presentation failed, get the wrong idea. TO RAC, RENYU & JESLYN I m really very sorry abt dis. sorry for making u all feel terrible, sad, down, redoing the whole presentation again, might fail dis module(*touchwood!), being embarrassed in front of the klass.. ='( i m realli sorry. i noe dis thing had spoiled yr whole day todae. sorry. tere's nth i can sae is sorries. =(

i noe tat we had not noe each other for years. but do let me noe how u feel. I CARE. after visting blogs, everyone seems to be VERY stress up and emo le. izzit due to environment, studies... aiyoyo. btw tomolo goin out w renyu and jeslyn. YEAH!

EMO, get out of my mind! SHOO !!!

2007-07-25T17:39:00.000+08:00

wOw~ todae is RY's BIRTHDAE!! aha. i tot everything seems to be quite obvious. den felt worried abt dis and tat, feel tat everyone will disagree and the planned will fail. one man show is realli very tough and tiring. being lecture my mother abt dis too. i missed tose days CEESXY sit together, called and conference using phones to plan a nice one. at least . . . . aniwae finalli todae jus end.. YEAH~! and RY dint noe abt the whole planning. so, dis time round was a SUCESSFUL one! ^^. everything had end le. all the planning. shld dis be the last one i planned. let the time tak place. aha.

went to FC5 celebrate nor. suddenli tink tat actualli those guys are not as bad as i tink ba. heez. after tat,went to lib study. so stress up man! aiyoyo. TEST time, i tink dis time round will not be better than first quiz ba. haiz. den went back home.

dis qns kept on flashing out. hav u changed?? i realli dunno. izzit worsen or better? rOar! and had decide to climb out of the deep deep "hole", be4 going too deep. found out tat i m a bad person. how can i do tat? why are u so emo? now i m lossing my direction.

feel lik screaming out as loud as i can! so mani things undone, so mani things happened. perphas forgetting things are beta, except for ASSIGNMENTS.

feel lik goin Esplanade or EAST COAST even better. cycle tere, let the salty wind to blow on yr face. from tere, i can realli let down my hair! ^^

2007-07-21T13:39:00.000+08:00

wOw~ todae stay at home. wee^^. two reasons of doing dis: one, NO MONEY! two: piles of things undone!. arghh~. tests coming up, songs and tempo hav not learnt all. . . . gonna be buzzing nehz. stress is movitaion. aiyoyo.

dis week hav loads of things happened. RWP presentaion, mathsapp, celebration w huiting's and shiyun's bdae, chiong for proposal. i felt tat i seems to be doing little things or nth for the proposal. den felt guilty and feel lik doing things. Den the maths PBL, i seems to be doing nth. RWP more worse. aiyoyo.

JIAYOU, CT! chiong ar!

jus watch a tv show that research why elderly in jap can live till 100+. and ways to control yr anger and how to vent it. and do things slow and steady will helps to cool down yeself. communication is oso very important.

always questioning. have u changed into another person tat i nv know? Why is dis do? will this make it drift apart? it seems to be different from the start. everything is changing. yes, u can sae I m emo and sensitive. i jus dunno why. . . izzit good or bad thing to do dis way and hav this sort of thinking?

finding my-old-self back.. .

2007-07-18T21:58:00.000+08:00

liew! todae went to skool jus for 1hour. luckily i dint stay too far. he-he. todae did quite a no of things. went to do mathsapp revision le. wee~! but using lexter's laptop to do, end up he cant do. =X. but finalli noe a little on how to do and use it. stupid lahz, why mus include in my module. liew~. Next semi gonna hav GEMs le. hoping tat pple i noe will tak the same as me. heez.

chiong to convention hall. met shiyun to pass her present. HER BIRTHDAE TODAE!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAE, SHIYUN!!!! ^^. went to FC4 to eat. found one special place to seat. heez. after tat, chiong to find kwee choo. den to Xinyi's carnival.

after tat chiong to Suntec kbox met up w renyu they all. haha. find one new method of having more fun rather than sitting tere holding the mic. we sang together w one mic. but everyone sang for one sentence, or can sae phrase. Fun sia. hehe.

random photos.

ha-ha! tat's ALEX!! =3

liew~ they block my face. end up being photo-ed until lik dis. but not bad lahz. haha.

CJ and alex together w bench kids! =3

were making FAT FACE! *as u can see frm the background*

see CJ having spotted by the "spotted" light.. =3

2007-07-13T21:49:00.000+08:00

wOw~ todae was BAD FIRDAY! *bushed* for me, todae not bad as compared to sec-skool ife's bad friday-S. haha.

but todae was late for lesson. *bleah* and bought the "ling-ling" to skool. which was lik where ever i go, "ling-ling" will be tere. ahaha. during the lesson was lik dunno wat's the "tie guai li" teaching. aiyoyo. headache sia. summore i seems to be lik asking geraldine they all and terence questions nor. aiyoyo. so ma fan them. aiyoyo. but when it comes to IT stuffs, i was lik a dum-dum lahz.

after tat went to hav kfc for lunch. after ma-tan went moberly to K!!! RELAXATION! wee~! went back T111. wa! the whole room was packed nor. while waiting for lesson to start, sang CADC songs w ethel and teach her mabolek. haha. sO funny nor. lecturer was changed. sianz. zZz. very weird.

chiong to IO prac. during the last prac was quite fun de. was smelling the tubes. smell shit man. so smelly. but some are quite nice^^! was lik goin ard to compare our palm size. mine was lik shorter or smaller than Jeslyn, renyu, boonkiat, chuanjun, lexter.. haha. aiyoyo. heard tat bigger sis and bro hav palm size bigger than smaller ones. so u believe?? nah, cox i m still the oldest. aha. craps some w lecturer. aha.

chiong to club and meeting. after tat went singing w celia and jasmine. sigh~ suddenli felt tat the feeling of us was drifted. mayb we hav our individual things to buzz de ba. met HUITING IN THE BUS!!! aha. yeah~

btw i seems to be giving the "one million" face to pple. OH-NO!! but actualli hen i dinnt smile or wat, it seems tat i m angry or ... NO worries. i m not angry or wat. aha. sO FRIENDS FOREVER! wee~

aniwae, gonna hav loads, loads, loads things to do man. buzz! Jiayou, CT! CHIONG AR!

2007-07-11T16:27:00.000+08:00

finalli find one day free. wuahaha. from mondae (o9.o7.o7) i will be damn damn BUZZING over stuffs. on mondae stay in skool til 9+ man. first time goin home sO late. learn the "tamborine"(if i din spell wrongly) until my palm pain when i press at tat area. T.T. NVM, it shall worth it ^^.

next dae, dun hav CPPB lesson! yipee! went to FC4 hav the spagetti. NICE^^! =P. went to SAC did our RWP. at least we touch a little bit. heez. blah blahz. called frm gu-gu tat uncle died le. seems to be dreaming mahz. den was scared and starting sobbing until eyes was damn red nor. cant concentrate on my studies man. watch TV. he-he.

todae was damn moody. saw ethel and told her abt it. was lik damn sad. after tat went to hav our lunch @ FC3. tried the mango-strawberry, quite nice de. chit-chatted. suddenli the cleaner spilled some of the soup on Joanne shoulder man. liew~! @#$%^&*. but i tink he notice abt it. went to lib to study. end up toking and mention abt uncle. end up sobbng. liew~. blahz. chiong to MLT fo TEST~! liew. during the test, accidently drew one blue line on my face. YEAH~! our klass is now discussing outings again. yeah~~! CHALET CHALET CHALET! aha. go back home. ^^

later gonna chiong to uncle tat side. gonna sleep on. cox todae gonna reach home late.

NO WORRIES BE HAPPY!! =3

2007-07-07T23:02:00.000+08:00

o7.o7.o7 todae, young!! SAVE THE WORLD! HEROES, REALLY! superman, ultraman, TRANSFORMERS, F4, X-men, Power-rangers, mask riders, toO many heros le. wuahaha.

woke up abt 10+ dis morning. and found out tat the symbols of channel 8, U, 5 even Kid central had turned green! end up noe tat todae is Live earth day!

went shopping w renyu @ town. went far-east shopp shop. saw alots of stuffs but not e one we want. aiyoyo. after tat went to Isetan. visit ethel. heez. after tat, bought one shirt from mango. first time buying mango things. hez. "hill tortise" O-ya, bought one belt and necklace. renyu bought nail polish (baby blue) and one RED belt cOoL.

went to mac eat macflurry. chit-chating den went back home. on the way, tot of having outing w 5A, 1B23. cox in my klass bonding it seems tat it's getting worsen. sianz. sad sia. even though we knew each other for onli 3mths nia. as for 5A, i STILL WAN MORE!!! yes, i noe i m greedy. but one time is not enough to ful-fill me. wuahaha. CHALETsS, outing, shopping, chit-chating all tese will realli bond us together! let BYGONES be BYGONES. heez. weE~ saw fireworks shooting out from chinese garden jus now. sOo damn nice!

uncle was hospitalise ever since ytd night. GOSH~ how?! wld i freak out after answering a phone call?? TOUCHWOOD!!! *banging on the table* PLS dont let the history repeat again. I DONT WANT!!! PLS!

2007-07-06T21:46:00.000+08:00

FRIDAE AGAIN!! WEE~! todae is SUCH SUCH A A HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY DAY!!

but earli e morning, found out tat my excel get 39marks onli. damn sad lahz. sigh~ wat can i do? i m such a dum-dum in all IT stuffs nor! doing all tose works consider w IT one is damn freaking nor, maks me wan to throw it down the flat. ROAR!

after tat we went to FC3 hav our lunch. Yeah~ finalli change food court.aha. went bought KFC! ate until very full. ^^ went to prac. end our experment earli, den tok craps , asking chuanjun to fold a BIG CRANE! ha, den presented it to lecturer. den went to clubhse together w bonkiat and den go meet dennis.

after tat met yongann, followed by xinyi, ethel and marcus. yongann change le. ha, tann-er, got "wings" of muscles at his back. aha. he realli looks lik zhang kai man. starting i tot saw zhangkai man. haha.

after went to clementi to meet them. wee~! Arthur, adrian, xie hui, CK!, yong ann. wenbin, jiaming, gene, marcus, eva, ethel, xinyi, dennis, xiang rui, laixing, kerqin! apologies to tose who i nv contact, sorries! cox is a last minute one. we went to botak jones. wOw~ the servings was damn big lahz. but quite nice de. hehe. yong ann was doing his stuffs lik biting off the top of the bottle by his teeth and dennis was learning w the skills. ha.

den after tat photo-taking. took photos. and one video which acted by gene(commander), kerqin( gun-shooter) and me (person saluting kq). haha. damn funny sia. after tat went to hav some air-con and feeling cool head back striaght home. wuahaha. the things tat we had done is lik some pple might not understand why are we doing dis and dun tink is funny. but we laugh until lik no tomolo nor. NO WORD CAN DESCRIBE THE FEELING W THEM!!! i realli treat them as a part of my family, BROTHERS AND SISTA!! so LOVE THEM LOADS!!!!

dis pic is taken during the video! damn funny!aha.

2007-07-05T23:01:00.000+08:00

HOORAY!! finalli can hav a day which is a little tiny winny of relaxation. wuahaha.

todae was stressed up by microbio man! earli in the morning cant study well. end up chiong to skool. tot i was late and get myself prepared to be scolded by lecterure. den end up, went in saw no soul of her. *phew man* during her lecture, she mention of retaking IO chem quiz 2 again. den i was lk too stress and once i heard the retake quiz, i sighed until very loud. i tink she heard it, den she continued by saying " if u dun wan to retake oso can de". oOps =X. after her lesson, we chiong to mac to buy lunch for myself, they (rac, RY jes) bought ICE milo and fries. and secretly imported in klass.

end up being asked to go out of the klassroom to eat finish before coming in. den we went to the seats tere to eat. so funny, we played w the fries by catching it. haha. next time, shall demo. wuahaha. and one thing, MAC's fries are damn SALTY!! Look below (white crystals combine in one are SALT-s tat i shaked them out)!! ONLY MY SERVING NIA!

after tat, went back to klass, my com siao!! always giv me tese probs de. arghh~. end up went to T444, saw some klassmates tere.. thans to tose whu help me out the mathsapp. thanz for teaching dis stupid dum-dum me, who was a dum-dum of computers. hehe. i found out tat our klass got quite a no of pros in computer stuffs not onl studies. wOW~! den went to lib to study abit of microbio.

the microbio i have NO COMMENTS! since is over le! hope i can aim for a pass den. cox most of my test was lik haiz. but pass will do bah. ZHI ZU CHANG LE ba!! YEAH^^! now listening to my mother's singing. ahah. aniwae, JIAYOU LE DA_JIA!! DCP 1B23 all the way!! CHIONG AR! 5Apeeps oso! ^^WE CAN DO IT DE!!

tomolo gonna be another long day! sianz. the one which i drank dis morning WITH CALCIUM!!! I WANA GROW TALLER!! can i?? ^^

getting the wrong idea? dum-dum!=3

2007-07-02T19:45:00.000+08:00

todae was SINGAPORE YOUTH DAY MAN! poly-students hav no holidae. sad sia. liew~! jus becox we are known as young adults in poly. why not called us teenager!? aiyoyo. recall back in tose past years, having SYF'compeition in choir won silver man. *proud* den went to observe and see the scouts marching out. woOhoo~! sO SHUAI! aha. den everyone in performing grp ill be busy practising for SYF. sO huai nian^^

earli in the morning get myself up from the bed. sianz. den went to skool. went to klass. MATHS! the whole morning was having stomache. erghhh~! pain sia. after tat while waiting for microbio, chat w ethel. den after tat went to lesson. sO tiring man! chetting w jeslyn. wuahaha. felt lost when lecterurer was teaching. *bleah* after the lesson break, tried to wake up nigel by playing the doremon song. " CHEN GONG!!" wuahaha. love making pple staying awake and unable to sleep. wuahaha. tat was me, the bad side of me. ^^

after lesson went to da-yi hse. end up didnt go and do PBL w renyu they all. =P. PS. met sis on the way tere. went to gek-poh. from tere, i find out tat quite a no of pple (who are working and serving u) are very attitude. how can they do dis to da-yi. aiyo~. alamak.

went back to da-yi hse. teach andy maths.. play xbox. shooting pple one. wa! very trilling man! lik the whole person went inside the TV to play and fight. haha. after eating dinner,went back home. brought ah-ma back home.

tat STUPID BOY!! IDOLT! W-T-*! mak me soO damn angry. BU SIAO ZI!! called him to help open the door for us, end up giving tat face and eye-contact. guess wat!? he didnt open the door and continue playing his stupid COMPUTER!!! GRANDMA LEHZ!! ter's abit of inconvenient for her to walk. END UP nv OPEN THE DOOR FOR HER!! !@#$%^&*! mak my blood pressure burst up. BOILING MY BLOOD MAN!! DOES his mother and HIM noe tat tere's KARMA?? aiyoyo~ sOo dispappointed. if i m grandma, i will definitely veyr SAD and ALONELY!!!! she will definitely feel very insecure, lonely, sad, the feelin of pple dislike her. liew~ i hate the WHOLE FAMILY OF HIS!! HATE HATE HATE!! IF i m a magician, i will transport them to a NORTH POLE! FAR FAR AWAY! wuahahahahaha.
and from dis, i found out ah-ma is VERY STRONG and after watching the ways and the attitude of HIS FAMILY. i will feel lik sobbing. and hope to do sumthing for her, i cant do anything. =(

STC'07 is coming next week. wow~ time passed so fast, one year had jus passed jus lik tat. Clicking at the pics and video. sO cute! shall rmb all of them, esp the CUB SCOUTS!! ^^so cute!

2007-06-30T23:45:00.000+08:00

WoW~ now everyone is blogging abt the last day of 5%GST. aha. even though knowing abt, i dun feel lik spending money. gonna save money. cox dis coming few mths gonna go out often. JIAYOU!

todae zac came to my hse, he's soO cute man. every single actions he did is soO cute. ha. while i was sleeping, i kept nagged at him. asking him not to do dis and tat. until he sae tat i m very lo-so lik ah ma. aha.

after tat on the com for him, and he played for 2hours (i slept for the 2hours). saw him playing spongebob games. aha. went to mac to buy him fries.

in the night, meet xiao-yi,andy and zac. went to zingo to eat first. watch TRANSFORMERS!!! strongly RECOMMEND DIS MOVIE!!! DAMN FREAKING NICE and is super duper nice. it had been such a long time hav not watch a soO NICE movie le!! if tere is a second chance to watch it (provided tat its FOC), will watch it again. damn nice!! watch until 11+ hehe.

TRANSFORMER ROOM!!! ahaha. ^^ found it near the toliet. COOL!!

btw ytd was Lexter's bdae and now is Yingliang's. Happy Bdae to both of them! =3. gonna wish quite a no of pple happy bdae dis coming two mths!! ^^

2007-06-29T20:00:00.000+08:00

todae was FRIDAE!! MY FAV DAY!

wOw~ our klass gonna have alots of blogg-ers. heez. GOOD ^^! den got a DCP1B23!
todae went to JP to hav our lunch outside. eat @ bento box! udon^^! nice man! our klass's guys oso went to JP to their lunch. i find it v weird. we went to JP. we, gals, went to JP by taking the train. end up tose guys oso. goin to the same place and same train. BUT.. we go separately. aha. den went to eat oso go separate ways seems to be lik strangers lik tat. if compared to 5A, we will gather together and eat together. heez. shall not compared.

den went to arcade. saw Chuanjun and alex dancing the thing. aha. soO surprise man! Hidden Talent! => after tat we girls play the basketball machine. FUN! weee! after we play the gun-shooting game. SO excited man! aha. end up keep on losing my life w/o noticing it. aha.

after tat chiong back to skool. dis time round the experiment was damn ragging and longgie. quite boring de. heez. after tat chiong to hand in the report. de home sweet home!

on my way home, suddenli recall wat had happened in the past. the feeling is becoming back very single day. tot abt how cum i m so "devoted" in it?? wat does it means? still cant figure it out. perhaps time will lighten it ba. but if i hav the time-machine, i will still wan to go though dis again. NO regrets. But mayb i shall walk out from the shadow of Mr.

todae was damn mood swing man! I MISSED ALOADS OF PEOPLE and things!!
* Chit-chatting session of us during the recess-time, lunch-time and break time!
* Playing Captainball together!!!
* Racial Harmony Day!
* Preparation of Teacher' Day [MJ's card and the CD]
* Goin to gene's hse to stay overnight [BBQ-ing, Majong overnight, watching "G" movie, watching WORLD CUP QUAD FINALS together and shouting GOAL!!!]
* Goin to ZOO, when we shld studied at home r the "O"s
* Goin to count down and watch FIREWORKS together!
* Celebrating peeps' bdae together and a SURPRISE one!
* Celebrating JM and CK bdae @ canal tere [piggy bag race] and arthur's @ east coast
* goin chalets and ouing together [tose games and water-bomb-war!]
* during CNY, went to pple's hse together and gamble.
* having lunch @ CU!!
* x-factor! [ the whole klass supporting us. the feeling is undescrible!!!]
* Argue w teachers together as a klass! "ONE FOR ALL, ALL FOR ONE!!!"
* Playing truth and DARE
* Gathering dinner t marina bay!!!
* decorating our klass room for CNY or watever compeition and supporting each other when we are down! esp 2006's CNY!!
* the tmes when we will argue w each other or even worse quarrel.
* Debating w adrain, yongann and eva!
* tose days which we were crazi over da ming, MR.. is lik cray until siao.
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aloads and aloads!! too many to recall. whenever i recall and type tese, the tap in my eyes will be turn on. i realli miss them aloads! LOADS!! dis is my first time missed things till siao. aha i realli cherish and love them whoever had brighten up my day and worsen my day. =3 cherish u all! ALL the memories are fixed in my mind. SHALL MEET UP SOON!!!

feeling is getting stronger man. (?.?) =3

2007-06-28T21:43:00.001+08:00

Please read the entry of "Cat and Dog Fur Trade to Be Banned in EU" of YANKAI who i had linked!! Click at the entries of June2007! Save tose ANIMALS!!! THANZ!

2007-06-28T20:31:00.000+08:00

heyhey!! finalli find one day which i m free le. wee! tese days had quite a number of things happened man! liew~! Dis week was buzzing over IO chem and CPPB test. sianz nor. chiong for tese days. zZz.

tues was the worse, terrible horrible vegetable day man! so many things happened. SHIT lahz. den cant sleep for tat night man! brains and heart cant stop and kept on repeating. How cum i kept on facing dis sort of prob?! WHY! chat w Ethel, end up feeling beta lahz. told mother abt it. end up being lectured by her.. heez. Mus THANKS BOTH OF THEM, THANZ THANZ! for their EARS and advise! ^^(L)

aniwae todae lesson starts at 1. wee~ finalli!! went tere alone. when travis asked how cum i come alone. den i realise i seldom meet up w my klass-mates. =/. after the lesson and test, we went to MATSH tutorial. sianz nor. dislike tat lecturer. get back my result, 76marks. okay nor. no comment abt it. =3. in the lesson was end up chatting w jeslyn and Waranya. HEEZ. since mondae, i seems to be not paying attention to any of the lesson. heez.

after the lesson, we went to mac. den chit-chat nor. heard gossip and find out some of the low-profile stuffs! wuahaha!

This is pictured by me earli in the morning =3

wat we did when we are bo-liao ^^

Picture=>taken by nigel DESIGNERS: Jeslyn and CT!! ^^ *twisted*

together w our klass abt 3mths bahz. still not as united as one. the "budding" process is still coninuing. sigh. mayb i had expect too much le bahz. In tese 3mths, hav learnt quite a no of things. Impt one is BE STRONG and CHEER UP! expect the klass to hav wat 5A hav and the spirit. which is "All for one, One for all". hehe. the one which we used for ms lai lesson before. aha. miss CEESXY, 5A'o6 loads loads loads! shall meet up someday.