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Saturday, June 30, 2007

WoW~ now everyone is blogging abt the last day of 5%GST. aha. even though knowing abt, i dun feel lik spending money. gonna save money. cox dis coming few mths gonna go out often. JIAYOU!

todae zac came to my hse, he's soO cute man. every single actions he did is soO cute. ha. while i was sleeping, i kept nagged at him. asking him not to do dis and tat. until he sae tat i m very lo-so lik ah ma. aha.

after tat on the com for him, and he played for 2hours (i slept for the 2hours). saw him playing spongebob games. aha. went to mac to buy him fries.

in the night, meet xiao-yi,andy and zac. went to zingo to eat first. watch TRANSFORMERS!!! strongly RECOMMEND DIS MOVIE!!! DAMN FREAKING NICE and is super duper nice. it had been such a long time hav not watch a soO NICE movie le!! if tere is a second chance to watch it (provided tat its FOC), will watch it again. damn nice!! watch until 11+ hehe.

TRANSFORMER ROOM!!! ahaha. ^^ found it near the toliet. COOL!!


btw ytd was Lexter's bdae and now is Yingliang's. Happy Bdae to both of them! =3. gonna wish quite a no of pple happy bdae dis coming two mths!! ^^

what we could have been, Saturday, June 30, 2007.
Friday, June 29, 2007

todae was FRIDAE!! MY FAV DAY!

wOw~ our klass gonna have alots of blogg-ers. heez. GOOD ^^! den got a DCP1B23!
todae went to JP to hav our lunch outside. eat @ bento box! udon^^! nice man! our klass's guys oso went to JP to their lunch. i find it v weird. we went to JP. we, gals, went to JP by taking the train. end up tose guys oso. goin to the same place and same train. BUT.. we go separately. aha. den went to eat oso go separate ways seems to be lik strangers lik tat. if compared to 5A, we will gather together and eat together. heez. shall not compared.

den went to arcade. saw Chuanjun and alex dancing the thing. aha. soO surprise man! Hidden Talent! => after tat we girls play the basketball machine. FUN! weee! after we play the gun-shooting game. SO excited man! aha. end up keep on losing my life w/o noticing it. aha.

after tat chiong back to skool. dis time round the experiment was damn ragging and longgie. quite boring de. heez. after tat chiong to hand in the report. de home sweet home!

on my way home, suddenli recall wat had happened in the past. the feeling is becoming back very single day. tot abt how cum i m so "devoted" in it?? wat does it means? still cant figure it out. perhaps time will lighten it ba. but if i hav the time-machine, i will still wan to go though dis again. NO regrets. But mayb i shall walk out from the shadow of Mr.

todae was damn mood swing man! I MISSED ALOADS OF PEOPLE and things!!
* Chit-chatting session of us during the recess-time, lunch-time and break time!
* Playing Captainball together!!!
* Racial Harmony Day!
* Preparation of Teacher' Day [MJ's card and the CD]
* Goin to gene's hse to stay overnight [BBQ-ing, Majong overnight, watching "G" movie, watching WORLD CUP QUAD FINALS together and shouting GOAL!!!]
* Goin to ZOO, when we shld studied at home r the "O"s
* Goin to count down and watch FIREWORKS together!
* Celebrating peeps' bdae together and a SURPRISE one!
* Celebrating JM and CK bdae @ canal tere [piggy bag race] and arthur's @ east coast
* goin chalets and ouing together [tose games and water-bomb-war!]
* during CNY, went to pple's hse together and gamble.
* having lunch @ CU!!
* x-factor! [ the whole klass supporting us. the feeling is undescrible!!!]
* Argue w teachers together as a klass! "ONE FOR ALL, ALL FOR ONE!!!"
* Playing truth and DARE
* Gathering dinner t marina bay!!!
* decorating our klass room for CNY or watever compeition and supporting each other when we are down! esp 2006's CNY!!
* the tmes when we will argue w each other or even worse quarrel.
* Debating w adrain, yongann and eva!
* tose days which we were crazi over da ming, MR.. is lik cray until siao.
. . . . . . .

aloads and aloads!! too many to recall. whenever i recall and type tese, the tap in my eyes will be turn on. i realli miss them aloads! LOADS!! dis is my first time missed things till siao. aha i realli cherish and love them whoever had brighten up my day and worsen my day. =3 cherish u all! ALL the memories are fixed in my mind. SHALL MEET UP SOON!!!

feeling is getting stronger man. (?.?) =3

what we could have been, Friday, June 29, 2007.
Thursday, June 28, 2007

Please read the entry of "Cat and Dog Fur Trade to Be Banned in EU" of YANKAI who i had linked!! Click at the entries of June2007! Save tose ANIMALS!!! THANZ!

what we could have been, Thursday, June 28, 2007.

heyhey!! finalli find one day which i m free le. wee! tese days had quite a number of things happened man! liew~! Dis week was buzzing over IO chem and CPPB test. sianz nor. chiong for tese days. zZz.

tues was the worse, terrible horrible vegetable day man! so many things happened. SHIT lahz. den cant sleep for tat night man! brains and heart cant stop and kept on repeating. How cum i kept on facing dis sort of prob?! WHY! chat w Ethel, end up feeling beta lahz. told mother abt it. end up being lectured by her.. heez. Mus THANKS BOTH OF THEM, THANZ THANZ! for their EARS and advise! ^^(L)

aniwae todae lesson starts at 1. wee~ finalli!! went tere alone. when travis asked how cum i come alone. den i realise i seldom meet up w my klass-mates. =/. after the lesson and test, we went to MATSH tutorial. sianz nor. dislike tat lecturer. get back my result, 76marks. okay nor. no comment abt it. =3. in the lesson was end up chatting w jeslyn and Waranya. HEEZ. since mondae, i seems to be not paying attention to any of the lesson. heez.

after the lesson, we went to mac. den chit-chat nor. heard gossip and find out some of the low-profile stuffs! wuahaha!

This is pictured by me earli in the morning =3

wat we did when we are bo-liao ^^

Picture=>taken by nigel DESIGNERS: Jeslyn and CT!! ^^ *twisted*



together w our klass abt 3mths bahz. still not as united as one. the "budding" process is still coninuing. sigh. mayb i had expect too much le bahz. In tese 3mths, hav learnt quite a no of things. Impt one is BE STRONG and CHEER UP! expect the klass to hav wat 5A hav and the spirit. which is "All for one, One for all". hehe. the one which we used for ms lai lesson before. aha. miss CEESXY, 5A'o6 loads loads loads! shall meet up someday.





what we could have been, Thursday, June 28, 2007.
Monday, June 11, 2007

wow~ first of term break. so sianz nor. hehe.

ytd went to watch movie, the dong hai zhan. not tat nice, can sae $9.50 not worth it ba. den went to da-yi hse. planned chalet. wee. goin dis coming sun and mon. 2D1N. beta than nth. heez.

went to play badmintion and sis learnt bicycle. end up she fell down and sprinkle her foot. while planning the ingredients of the bbq, watch the competitiion of the motorrace. wow~ damn nice and thrilling to watch nor. heez.

ytd was CG bdae. haven brought any present. i somehow can feel the loneliness. how cum??

tonite shall pack some of the things for the "chalet" on wed. tomolo got two things to do. wonder how and wat shld i do. so fan man. sigh~

what we could have been, Monday, June 11, 2007.
Saturday, June 09, 2007

HOW COULD YOU? By Jim Willis, 2001

When I was a puppy, I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child, and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend.

Whenever I was "bad," you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How could you?" -- but then you'd relent and roll me over for a bellyrub. My housebreaking took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together.

I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed and listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides, stops for ice cream (I only got the cone because "ice cream is bad for dogs" you said), and I took long naps in the sun waiting for you to come home at the end of the day.

Gradually, you began spending more time at work and on your career, and more time searching for a human mate. I waited for you patiently, comforted you through heartbreaks and disappointments, never chided you about bad decisions, and romped with glee at your homecomings, and when you fell in love.

She, now your wife, is not a "dog person" -- still I welcomed her into our home, tried to show her affection, and obeyed her. I was happy because you were happy.

Then the human babies came along and I shared your excitement. I was fascinated by their pinkness, how they smelled, and I wanted to mother them, too. Only she and you worried that I might hurt them, and I spent most of my time banished to another room, or to a dog crate. Oh, how I wanted to love them, but I became a "prisoner of love."

As they began to grow, I became their friend. They clung to my fur and pulled themselves up on wobbly legs, poked fingers in my eyes, investigated my ears, and gave me kisses on my nose. I loved everything about them and their touch -- because your touch was now so infrequent -- and I would've defended them with my life if need be. I would sneak into their beds and listen to their worries and secret dreams, and together we waited for the sound of your car in the driveway.

There had been a time, when others asked you if you had a dog, that you produced a photo of me from your wallet and told them stories about me. These past few years, you just answered "yes" and changed the subject. I had gone from being "your dog" to "just a dog," and you resented every expenditure on my behalf.

Now, you have a new career opportunity in another city, and you and they will be moving to an apartment that does not allow pets. You've made the right decision for your "family," but there was a time when I was your only family.

I was excited about the car ride until we arrived at the animal shelter. It smelled of dogs and cats, of fear, of hopelessness. You filled out the paperwork and said "I know you will find a good home for her." They shrugged and gave you a pained look. They understand the realities facing a middle-aged dog, even one with "papers."

You had to pry your son's fingers loose from my collar as he screamed "No, Daddy! Please don't let them take my dog!" And I worried for him, and what lessons you had just taught him about friendship and loyalty, about love and responsibility, and about respect for all life.

You gave me a good-bye pat on the head, avoided my eyes, and politely refused to take my collar and leash with you. You had a deadline to meet and now I have one, too. After you left, the two nice ladies said you probably knew about your upcoming move months ago and made no attempt to find me another good home. They shook their heads and asked "How could you?"

They are as attentive to us here in the shelter as their busy schedules allow. They feed us, of course, but I lost my appetite days ago. At first, whenever anyone passed my pen, I rushed to the front, hoping it was you that you had changed your mind -- that this was all a bad dream... or I hoped it would at least be someone who cared, anyone who might save me.

When I realized I could not compete with the frolicking for attention of happy puppies, oblivious to their own fate, I retreated to a far corner and waited. I heard her footsteps as she came for me at the end of the day, and I padded along the aisle after her to a separate room.

A blissfully quiet room. She placed me on the table and rubbed my ears, and told me not to worry. My heart pounded in anticipation of what was to come, but there was also a sense of relief. The prisoner of love had run out of days. As is my nature, I was more concerned about her. The burden which she bears weighs heavily on her, and I know that, the same way I knew your every mood.

She gently placed a tourniquet around my foreleg as a tear ran down her cheek. I licked her hand in the same way I used to comfort you so many years ago. She expertly slid the hypodermic needle into my vein. As I felt the sting and the cool liquid coursing through my body, I lay down sleepily, looked into her kind eyes and murmured "How could you?"

Perhaps because she understood my dog speak, she said "I'm so sorry." She hugged me, and hurriedly explained it was her job to make sure I went to a better place, where I wouldn't be ignored or abused or abandoned, or have to fend for myself -- a place of love and light so very different from this earthly place.

And with my last bit of energy, I tried to convey to her with a thump of my tail that my "How could you?" was not directed at her. It was directed at you, My Beloved Master, I was thinking of you. I will think of you and wait for you forever. May everyone in your life continue to show you so much loyalty.


A Note from the Author: If "How Could You?" brought tears to your eyes as you read it, as it did to mine as I wrote it, it is because it is the composite story of the millions of formerly "owned" pets who die each year in American & Canadian animal shelters.

Anyone is welcome to distribute the essay for a non-commercial purpose, as long as it is properly attributed with the copyright notice.

Please use it to help educate, on your websites, in newsletters, on animal shelter and vet office bulletin boards. Tell the public that the decision to add a pet to the family is an important one for life, that animals deserve our love and sensible care, that finding another appropriate home for your animal is your responsibility and any local humane society or animal welfare league can offer you good advice, and that all life is precious. Please do your part to stop the killing, and encourage all spay & neuter campaigns in order to prevent unwanted animals.

Jim Willis

what we could have been, Saturday, June 09, 2007.

hOoray! finalli holdae of two weeks were given to us man. weE..

dis week was damn freaking tired man. liew. chiong alots of things, lik proj lahz. aiyoyo. but finalli our proj are done on time man. phew.

hav a excel test ytd. damn weird dunno how to do. hehe. after tat we went to JE play aracade. heez. eat the Korean food (if i m not wrong is called Zingo) wow~ the whole shop was ORANGE man. arhHh. i ate the mixed rice. the taste of kimchi was damn werid. but mayb it shld be lik tat. the rice and meat not bad lahz. after tat chiong back to skool for prac.

during the prac, the teacher was lik crapping w us nor. while waiting, we played "wu gui wu gui tiao" and discussing abt chinese names. after the lesson, nth to do mahz. den went to CSCC's AGM nor. end up goin to lib to crap. Level 5 oso gathering place. wuahaha.

went to CSCC's AGM. aha. saw weiyi they all. wow. alot of pple went to their AGM nehz. after the AGM, we went to hav their refreshment. was damn funny la. alex was lik damn hungry and wanted to eat nuggets and samosa damn lots. he see pple standing tere, and told us tat he seems to see nugget standing tere, shouting "ALez, EAt ME!" haha. after photo-taking, jeslyn was damn funny nor. kept on wan to stand behind me. haha. aniwae after awhile den went home nor.





dis coming term break hav alots of things to do. hav one camp, amazing race, outings and meeting of my dearests CEESXY coming tues!!! heez. chiong ar!

what we could have been, Saturday, June 09, 2007.
Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Time realli flies real real fast man. together w my klass, 1B23 abt 2mths le. woW~ fast rite? starting of my first week. klass was damn quiet and onli guys tok to guys nis. NOW?! we tok to each other and go outing. even K-BOX man!! ytd we went to K @ cine. wa~ the toliet was damn quiet and creeky. =S. we was scare by the poster tat hang on walls. aha. den we had aloads of laughter and laugh lik there is no tomolo lik tat. keep on laughing. ry's singing was damn nice lahz. den jeslyn nv sing nor. aiyo. we even sang Baridie Girl and SHE bangs! everyone was damn HIGH tat evening! aha. tat's more lik it wat! heez. den went home.

todae every1 was v tired. aha. got quite bad result for IO chem. sigh~ sad sia. during CPPB was chatting w rac man. hehe. went to jp after lessons. meet "e-e-x". buy the things need for tomolo. tomolo i gonan be damn damn old man. aiyoyo. while waiting for bus, was irritated my a promoter man. liew. hope tat someone can save me man! keep on asking me. rejected him oso no use. luckily, 198 come to the rescue! phew.

shall organise more lik tar together w them and my peeps. THIS COMING TERM BREAK!! Wild Wild Wet, EAST COAST [cycling] a night one?. ^^fun!, BBQ, K-seesion again [YES!] and most importantly is... MEETING YK!!!!! wee~ look forward man. wee~

tomolo got CADC's AGM hope tat will hit the no we wan. ^^ CHIONG ar! jiayou!

what we could have been, Tuesday, June 05, 2007.
Saturday, June 02, 2007

todae was a damn pissed off day, man!!! damn it la! sigh~ i shall ahck every single thing den. why mus i care?! I will do wat i lik, JUST BE MYSELF. cried for tat thing. Am i stupid?! OMG. from now, i gonna be strong man! STRONG! shall not DROP A SINGLE TEAR anymore!

oso tot of giving up every single thing. sigh~ suddenli start to feel sicked and tired of it. why shld i do tat? after i had done dis, and dis is the outcome i get. den wat's the point man! so i just be myself, and must be STRONG. shall not let pple look down on me. Shall hack care, do watever i had to do! enlighten by SHE's song, hao xin qin just be yrself! which is dis song playing..

so the war has just begun! JIAYOU, CT!!! CHIONG AR! BE STRONG! BE PREPARED~! *scout moto*



MUS BE AND STAY STRONG, CEESXY!! JIAYOU!!!! WE WILL ALWAYS BE STANDING UP UP UP high! BE STRONG!!!! Jiayou! missing u always
!

what we could have been, Saturday, June 02, 2007.

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