Friday, October 26, 2007
hav cb match todae. we lost. shall not mention abt it le.. suddenli i cant really find where's my goal and where's movtiation?? i tried my best to movtiation them. to increase their movtiation, but it seems tat my movtiation has went to them and me, myself is decreasing..
changing of people is like the changing of weather. difficult to understand. sighed. people seems to be drifting away, the "distance" becomes further and further. people are busy over stuffs. scared and hate this feeling. tried my best to balance these 3 sides. and now, it is crushed, messy, shattered. i dunno what should be done next. voice out? or just continue like this?? making life to difficult, sad, emotional. why cant you be cheerful and THINK POSITIVE-LY!
come on, think positive think positive think positive. wished to went back to the past. i wan my very-own-self back. everything i can do, i had give in to you, forgive, understand and help you again and again. all you gave is all hurts hurts and hurts. told myself to hack care, shall hate you. but in the end i still believe in you. and this go again. i m tired of this. at this moment, wish to cry out and watch sad movies to get rid of this feeling.
but luckily,on the way home, i felt the warmth that the moon has give me. she as always there for me, no matter where i go, what i did, she will always follow me. and felt that i m not that lonely. at least she is always shining me, leading and guiding me in the way and be the guardian angel of mine! THANKS, there's the moon there for me. feel like hugging the moon. ^^
go go go! jiayou, TCT!
changing of people is like the changing of weather. difficult to understand. sighed. people seems to be drifting away, the "distance" becomes further and further. people are busy over stuffs. scared and hate this feeling. tried my best to balance these 3 sides. and now, it is crushed, messy, shattered. i dunno what should be done next. voice out? or just continue like this?? making life to difficult, sad, emotional. why cant you be cheerful and THINK POSITIVE-LY!
come on, think positive think positive think positive. wished to went back to the past. i wan my very-own-self back. everything i can do, i had give in to you, forgive, understand and help you again and again. all you gave is all hurts hurts and hurts. told myself to hack care, shall hate you. but in the end i still believe in you. and this go again. i m tired of this. at this moment, wish to cry out and watch sad movies to get rid of this feeling.
but luckily,on the way home, i felt the warmth that the moon has give me. she as always there for me, no matter where i go, what i did, she will always follow me. and felt that i m not that lonely. at least she is always shining me, leading and guiding me in the way and be the guardian angel of mine! THANKS, there's the moon there for me. feel like hugging the moon. ^^
go go go! jiayou, TCT!
what we could have been, Friday, October 26, 2007.
