wow tese few days was damn busy sia... having captain ball training on thurs and fri.. wa.. fun but tiring.. ytd having zhangkai, weizhuang, hanzhong, sansee, chung heng, guoliang, marilyn and others to stay back till very late to train us and get us prepared for the coming captain ball. MUS realli THANKS them, in order to tell us some tactics, even thou i might not be able to rmb all or understand. ha. but will try to do so... starting moral abit low. cant realli feel the fun in the game. eva and me was lik moral low, felt sobbing. but we still hang on. and yes! we did it. after tat was so called "teach" by them how to defend and attack ba.. wow. guys' actions are damn fast lahz. realli try my best to block le, but still, cant realli blocked them. OMG. gonna try hard man.
after training, we went to hav late dinner @ clementi. and reached home quite late. and jus drop dead on my bed..
todae morning was lik, finalli feel the pain on my leg. oh-mine. standing up hav prob, sitting down, goin downstairs, upstairs, squading down oao.. OMG. summore i tink dis pain will increase its level by tml. cox i m slower than others by one to two days. haha. aniwae, todae zac came and tuition for him. felt lik vomiting blood and banging my head against the wall. and he injured and dis-located my tortise's back leg.. ROAR! den was damn angry until shout at him. until he dun dare to move a single move. wuahaha. but is my tortise nehz.. my present nehz. gonna find one day to "banage" him and sew his dis-located leg back. haha. summore, todae cant realli do wat i wan to do. now everythings hav to push back. haiyoyo.. summore, tomolo he might coming again. oh-mine..
these few days, had too many things happened. left unspoken, un-clear, doubts, sudden incidents which i, myself, cant realli believe that. people change = weather change.. once again, the more i trust you, respect you, forgive you, the higher i go, the more pain i felt when you disappont me. once again, hurting myself deeper. Hack care whether you did and express to me, and hack care is what i can do, in order to stop me from being hurt. Avoid is the best solution.
next week, gonnna be a even more busy week for me man. dun hav time for me to worry dis and tat anymore. go go go!! JIAYOU, CT! ^^ chiong ar!
what we could have been, Saturday, October 20, 2007.